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The song is making me wanna cry lmao

DISCLAIMER: This chapter has smut parts to it. Those are highlighted by special dividers and even inside of the smut, I added some age recommendations. So those of you who are eligible, enjoy. I won't tell you what the smut parts contain but there is pretty much everything. The beginning and the end are relatively safe to read for minors and the end is important for the story as well as the author's note so don't skip it.

Please, comment to make me smile. ☺️

"Shhh. We are sleeping." He whispered playing annoyed. "Good night." I whispered as well fighting another giggle. "Good night, love." He squeezed me tighter and my belly filled with butterflies sending me into a beautiful dream.

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"I don't wanna go!" I cried childishly ambushing James in the bathroom after I woke up and he wasn't there. "I don't want you to go either, hun, but I'm peeing." He turned his head around blushing slightly.

"Nothing I haven't seen before." I shrugged but turned around to allow him some privacy. "I'm quite sure you haven't watched me pee before. But if it's something you would enjoy...?" He snickered and I could tell his eyebrows were raised.

I peeked over my shoulder to watch him hide his manhood back in his boxers and walk to the sink to wash his hands.

Literally go comment or I'm gonna cry

"Eww! No! Not that kinky!" I slapped his shoulder regarding the pee thing. "I meant I have seen it pour other liquids... never mind." Realising how stupid it sounded, I blushed for a change.

"Sure. That." He smirked. "I remember I promised you some of it for today." His eyes glistened deviously. "What is that face about?" I laughed.

"You also promised to show me how you can do vanilla." I formed a smug smile hugging him from the back and pressing my cheek against his body.

"Sure... What part of your cycle are you in?" James asked suddenly. "What? Why?" "Just curious." "But that's such a weird question, James. What are you up to?" I turned him around quickly to study his face. "Just tell me, it's not a big deal." He rolled his eyes making me narrow mine trying to figure out what he wanted to do.

"I should be ovulating around now if you really need to know." I answered with my eyebrows furrowed. Then for a moment I realized one thing but let it go immediately. It couldn't be.

"Fuck." James frowned. "What's wrong?" I shook my head. He leaned down to plant a kiss on my jaw, then whispering into my skin: "I wanted to mark you." I shivered under those words as lust went through my body.

But I quickly collected myself and rose up to my toes. "Forget that, big guy, and keep your tool wrapped up." I smiled and walked away. I heard him chuckle slightly.

My insides were burning. His idea got me so turned on I was ashamed of just how much. The thought of having a part of him inside of me was somehow more than just appealing. And I would be up for it if the risk wasn't so high.

But I couldn't afford to gamble like that. As much as I loved James with all my heart and could for sure imagine having a family with him one day, no matter how little we knew each other for, it couldn't be now under any circumstances.

I had to at least finish school first. And then get my residency done. I couldn't just have a baby like that. And I knew for sure that if it happened, I wouldn't be able to give it away.

I'd more probably give away my dreams and become an at-home mother of James's child. Which would be okay if I hadn't dreamt of being a doctor since I was 6.

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