Sincerely, yours (Completed)

Chapter 16

   When the sun rises casting the trees in their vibrant hues and bringing the warm brown tones back to the earth, I feel something new. It's as if invisible holes were poked in my skin during the night and all my tension leeched out. I woke up feeling happy today. As happy as a baboon in a banana tree. As happy as a clam at high tide. As happy as a hippo in mud. As happy as a shark in a shoal of sea bream. As happy as a kitty in a cream pie. As happy as a dog at a dinosaur dig. As happy as a rat with Roquefort. As happy as a dragon in a princess parade. As happy as a tornado in a trailer park. As happy as a rabbit in a carrot field. As happy as a fire imp in an inferno. It was our anniversary for me and Jason despite our ten days breakup, we make everything right between us and our life was back on track. I'm going to surprise him for breakfast, I asked the cooks to prepare a small cupcake. I wore my armor and went skipping toward the common dining room, I want to see his face once he sees me walking through that door. It's been a while since I've ate with him.

   I've waited half an hour but he didn't show up yet, maybe he over slept; no problem he'll have his breakfast in bed. I won't have time to stay for long it's almost time to start my shift but I won't break my morning plans.

   I asked for the directions to Jason's room and walked inside but it wasn't what I expected to see. "I'm sorry, I must've entered the wrong room." No I'm in the right room, my boyfriend just came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist but why is there a girl that is getting dressed that looks startled. That's it I'm done with him and his stupid games, I went to my room to settle down but it seems like Jason wants to explain himself and what I saw. Is this another clingy girl that he gave what she wants to leave him alone? I don't think so.

   I ignored his calls from outside but I was stupid enough to leave the doors unlocked. "Olivia hear me-"

   "I want you out of my room this instance!" I jabbed loudly.

   "Fine I'll stand outside the door but hear me out."

   "Look I'm not going to buy any of your lies anymore, now go before I bring the king to deal with you and tell him that you're with one of the royalty girls, using them before taking them to the prince."

   "Olivia I'm really sorry... I love you..." I remember these exact same words. He said them not a week ago. I'm tired of his games. I stand tall and tell him the final words I will ever say to him. William was right and I should've listen to him the first time but I won't make the stupid mistake twice.

   "No, you don't get to do that. You don't get to blame me, hurt me, and leave me then come back saying you're sorry. That's not how life works. You were everything to me. My world was at your fingertips, but you decided to play with my emotions. I may seem weak and vulnerable, but I'm the exact opposite. I'm a strong woman who isn't afraid to stand her ground. I'm not easily taken advantage of and I hate when people try to do that to me. I may seem like the kind of girl that follows, but I'm a leader. I was born like that and I'll always be like that. There's no one and nothing that changes who I am. You may have a tough past that gives you excuses, but your past doesn't give you an excuse for being a bad person. And then you say you miss me? Oh no no no. You don't get to miss me at all because you are the one that left me in the dust, lost, confused and hurt. So you and you only made the decision to leave me and go toy with others, but I won't let you toy me again. I thought you loved me this is why I gave you a second chance. I said to myself that it was a mistake, we're only human after all. I thought you loved me and cared for me but I was so wrong. You only want someone to be there when no one else wants you, but when anyone shows you interest, you drop them. You dropped me after all these years together. So don't come again and say that you're sorry, you love me and miss me because you're not sorry and you don't miss me at all. You just want your little play toy back. I'm not falling into your trap again just to be hurt again. You turned every moment we spent together into painful memories. They are sharp, and cut right through me every time I think about that time. Even the sweet good moments we had are now turned into a knife that kills my already broken heart. You pierced my soul; you made me skeptical about people and love. And I hate you. I fucking hate you for that. You turned me into this broken mess, and even if I won't see you again, your touch will be with me for years, or maybe for the rest of my life, who knows. You fucked up my confidence, and I remember every single word you said, I remember how you made me feel like a waste of space. And now the voice that puts me down inside it's not mine anymore, but your voice telling me again how I will never be enough for nothing. And I hope you find happiness with her or any other girl, I don't care which one but I really do hope you find it. I'm not a cruel person. I hope you find someone who will love you and your wicked soul. I hope you learn to love truly. I hope you have a great life, but that life will not include me. Goodbye Jason."