antisocial

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judge me so much
that i run away,
staying away from all
tiny bits of convo,
awkwardness in air,
voice is shattered,
speak is scared,
mind doesn't works anymore
it's lying like a dead leaf!
they say save yourself
but I'm a fallen leaf!
they say i should speak with friends
do i have any?
sometimes I just look around and want to feel wanted equally
not to be called a cute baby, but to be understood
But i look at windows covered in fog making it hazy,
My mind is all dizzy, thoughts swirling around and making it fuzzy
now i don't speak what i want
Because my voice is broken
Throat slit open
Silenced by them,
my parents,
society,
who won't listen, won't understand
my language of wisdom
world is dead so am i
unable to find solace within anyone
running away, because i never feel understood by them.

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