Red isn't always romance, sometimes it's blood,
Moon isn't always for lovers, but sometimes for secret cries,
Flowers aren't always for marriage, but sometimes for grave,
Petals aren't always soft,
sometimes they prick the soul.
No plagiarism/No hat...
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Silence screams into my ears How the life slaughters Is there nothing which lasts forever Exept this pain, this heartbreak?
You don't know my feelings, How much deeply I'm broken, I don't show everything i feel Doesn't means i don't, That i cry, sober throat dry, I listen to songs of breakup and heartbreak, I weep, death smiles at me seeing my dead before touching.
I hug my imaginary beloved, that pillow tight, How long can i even fight? When in life, nothing is going right.
I weep so hard, dark circles of those who suicided become lighter infront of mine, for i let myself suffer more.
Days of pain become years, How long should i wait for death to be near? I keep living in imaginations, for there's nothing in this life to live for.
There are people who say they love me But they can't do anything, they just make me stay to hurt me, And they cry because i react rudely.
I still feel as much unloved as i felt the first time i broke my heart, Maybe a million times more, i don't have any happy memories to cherish like others, neither friends who would help me, All i have is my dying body My heart had already died long ago.
Honestly I'm crying, if you don't believe please behead me and analyse if I'm honest or not, at least i would get rid of my pain instead of staying alive for nothing.
It's been 532 days and nights of utter pain, bleeding within, a pain which even doctor's medicine can't help. All the time I'm bearing it, i don't want to but I'm helpless, hopeless, just in a mess of longing for non-existent things like a love which won't hurt.
I hate the people who ask me to live, Can they heal me? Can they fill this void, can they make me smile again? I have lost all my feelings and emotions to this tradegic darkness.
I listen to the songs under the ceiling Living in fantasies unrealistic, I'm weeping now, asking my pillow to hug me back, But i force myself to accept it doesn't has any hands.
I still can't accept I'm breaking down like this I can't believe it's gonna end like this I can't understand it's so real I can't accept, reality is so painful With wishes unfulfilled.
Where are you now? Are you here reading my unexpressed emotions? Destroy me now, for I'm innocent i can't survive as i will never be like them, never be like my haters. And i will always stay like this alone, in the silent, screaming out my pain, frustration. For me life was just a torture chamber, it's my self-slaughter.
Can you please fulfill my last wish? Please help me escape this life Take that knife and cut my viens, or push me from the roof, throw me into the river, or just feed me enough sedatives, do whatever you can but please help me die...
