cowardice

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a sin, cowardice,when you make him dreamand suddenly run awaypush away, fly away,run away,far awayfrom duties you've taken,loving was a dutyin relationshipbut you ran awayafraid of fatefate wasn't inevitableit wanted your couragebut you failed us ...

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a sin, cowardice,
when you make him dream
and suddenly run away
push away, fly away,
run away,
far away
from duties you've taken,
loving was a duty
in relationship
but you ran away
afraid of fate
fate wasn't inevitable
it wanted your courage
but you failed us both,
you defeated love,
you couldn't handle pure love
for it was a burden to your greed
for beauty, for independence to lust,
flirt and cheat normalised,
yes, you're a coward
for you made him wait
pretended to hate
hurt and cheat
just to run away,
lies, lingering ghost,
lurking dry souls,
what not i did for her
was my pure love not enough for her?
i died in thirst,
for she loved but just to hurt,
was she bored or was she tired
of having someone, not handsome, rich or strong, to love her?
i died in the wait,
asking her for answers she didn't said
she kept blaming me or fate
and proudly unloved me
as if i was, just for being broken, made?
now I'm a bard
singing painful verses
for i didn't meant as much as you meant to me,
you had many things above me,
true lover are you?
my heart bled,
weeds and thorns crept,
pillows wept,
days swept,
emotions theft,
nothing left,
and now karma says
failure your love is
for you destroyed your beloved
broken promises for your greed,
now it welcomes my ghosts
in your graveyard,
you're cursed,
dirty filthy coward.

A.N.
This poem is for people who fucking push away the ones they love. They hurt their beloved and run away, sometimes for their personal greed for lust, money, or anything which they couldn't find in their beloved. Cheaters who loved are cursed, they're cowards for they loved to break dreams, run away and just hurt, hurt hurt.

I will never be able to forgive some girl for making me fall in love, wait for her answers just to leave me in questions, by breaking me so bad, hurting me daily with words and acts intentionally, and then she said "No one can love you more than me", huh coward bitch if she loved me she won't have broken me, for her toxic fake love had killed me. I still wait for her to apologise, for she will always stay in this curse unless she is forgiven. I hate her for she didn't cheated, but she left me alone and ran away pretending to cheat and hate me. Is it so easy to forget her, her acts can she undo the mark of fear it had brought, a trauma of love for me? No I'm not selfish to get her, but was my love not enough? My dreams didn't meant anything to her? Why did she threw me away? Why? Why? Give me an answer.

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