Muddle✔

berserk

Please let me know of the typos I'm yet to proof read these.

Rivi's pov:

"Calm down rivi, meditate for a while ."

'Yes sir.'

Tomorrow is the d day and he wants me to be calm!!
Seriously grendel!?

Nevertheless ,I sit down on the grass in the ground and start deep breathing.

I continue that for about 15 minutes,and then slowly open my eyes.

"Have faith in yourself kid you'll do really good. "Grendel says

Chris sir enters the ground and grendel salutes him and gets a nod back.

"And I don't care if you lose or win , you
Are a great kick boxer to me , i don't care how it goes but I do care how confident you are about the effort you have put on yourself, about the effort we have put in you.
I know you'll manage to not dissapoint me about it. Yeah?"
Chris sir says to me

'Yes sir.'

'But sir , what if get nervous there?'

"So you'll box while you are nervous .simple "

I give him a blank look.

He points to the ground and I start pushing on my knuckles .

Time for education

"You have worked on yourself enough that you can get yourself through a few matches while you are nervous and by the time you'll reach finals ,those previous wins would earn you enough confidence. "

'Yes sir.'

"It's not just the skill, but also the attitude towards winning that finally gets you the success . Okay?"

'Yes sir.'

"Okay. Up!"

I get up.

"You look nervous , understandable.
But I hope you are not self doubting too much . Yeah?"

I don't answer but just look down with my hands behind my back.

Chris sir looks at coach.

Grendel clears his throat.
"You'll do good."
Chris sir make an expression *look-whose-approval-have-you-got-!*

Which makes me smile.

I nod.

'Thank you sir.'

How scared I was of this guy the first day and now I feel like crying when I know that such a drastic routine is going to taken from my life .

I'm used to changes because of the degrees I have been working on.

But these people are special  ,I don't know if I will ever be able to even see them in the role I see them now.

As much as I have hated being scolded I love the feeling when I cross my limits .
I feel conquering.

These are amazing people!!

And I don't want to go away .
But I want to get into the next phase of my life as well.

There is so much more to achieve.

But I am in some twisted way in love with this crazy ass schedule.

This berserk place.

Larger than life committed people.

Everything.

And then there is hardin.

I think I'm tearing up a bit.