Muddle✔

Doomed.

'Rivi'
"Coach samuel"
Rivi's pov:
'Good morning coach' I was looking at my shoes .

No reply. I wasn't expecting a greet either.

After pushing thrice he stopped .He got up straight .

I felt a punch being thrown at me so out of reflex my body swung right.
Making the punch brush past me giving me the exact idea of the possible damage .
"Look straight ahead" coach shouted and I flinched.

I raised my head still not having the courage to look into his eyes.
I looked past him. Straight .

"Drop"
By the tone I knew I am doomed ,without wasting a second I got into pushup position.
"Start pushing"

And i didn't need to be told twice.

God!what have I gotten myself into.
I know he won't let me have a peaceful breakfast today.
But I deserve it. How can i be late ,when I know how much he hates tardiness.

Shall I tell him I didn't do it intentionally ,and I forgot my id card.

Sure.why not just tell him not just time but you also lost focus. My conscience mocked.

"Stop"

I got out of my self talk with that.
"What's the count?" He asked.

How can I not count damn!.what has gotten into me.It has to be more than 70 but how Much? No idea.
'I don't know sir!' I said meekly.

"Louder"
I looked at him begging ,with guilt in my eyes.

'I don't know sir'
I said louder .not loud enough though.you know the times when you want to say something loud but guilt and humiliation doesn't let you it was surely that.

"Was that loud enough.Do I need to repeat ?"

'No sir, apologies sir' i was still talking in low decibels.

"Get up"
I stood up.Looking at the floor. Can you not talk loud and clear rivi.

"Get out"

My eyes shot up.

'Sorry sir.please sir I will not repeat.
I will do extra reps .I won't complain about cramps.'
I was just repeating the same things pathetically .Like some toddler.

"Quiet "
"GET OUT!"
I looked at him pleading.
But one glare told me I don't have a choice.

But I could not help but try once again .I can't see my dream tumbling down.

'Sir please just one more chance ,I won't let you down .I know I am the most pathetic student you have.But trust me sir I am trying,I will follow every order religiously. This is my dream sir please.i will put in everything I have within .sir please just give me one last chance I won't disappoint you again.'

He looked at me annoyed .
And pointed towards the ground.
"Plank"
I got into position.

"Tell me Ms.evans why should I give you another chance?"
"Tell me how many Rules you broke today.
And I WANT ANSWERS."

I knew I have to speak.

' Sir, I will give my level best.
And I broke five rules '

He deliberately made me say both the things together.They sound so ironical.
I just want to fall in his feet and ask for forgiveness from the mighty lord.

"Which rules?"
stop fucking my mind please.

'1.I forgot my id card.
2.I was late.
3.I had the wrong posture.
4.I lost focus.
5.I didn't follow d..dirr..ect orders sir.'