The Avengers Soulmate: 11 Soulmarks

Chapter 23- The Farm Part 1

This is the longest chapter yet! Over 5k words! Also it is like 3 am here I am tired so will have to edit better later sorry if there are mistakes! 

"I wish you got some sleep last night" Steve says as I finish packing "at least it will make tonight easier to sleep" I say packing up the suitcase "Bruce should have your results back tonight he said he could not see any reason for concern so far though" Bucky says and I nod looking at myself in the mirror. 

I tried having a shower and looking presentable but every time I looked at myself I felt insecure. 

Did I look like my mother? Did he finds things in me beautiful that he liked in my mum that night? Would he even look at me like that now he knows I'm that woman's daughter?

"Doll!" Bucky shouts pulling me out of my thoughts "I kept calling for you" he sighs pulling me towards him and onto the bed "you need to tell me what's going on I'm concerned I can see your hiding something" he says and I don't mean to but I look at Steve then look away. 

"Could you give us 5?" Bucky asks him and though Steve looks hurt he nods "ill go get us some breakfast" he says leaving "whats going on? I could see it last night too" he says pulling me to sit on his lap which I do wrapping my arms around him I place my forehead to his "I listened in on them" I say a tear falling "I thought you would" he sighs. 

"Tony he-" I gulp on it almost choking my body shaking again "hey" Bucky says pulling me closer "you're safe" he says and I nod my head against his as his thumb rubs the tears away I pull away to make eye contact with him. 

"Tony slept with my mum" I couldn't believe it came out without my voice breaking. Bucky eyes widen "he what?" he asks in horror "Tony slept with my mum-" I say again crying. "I know it was before I was even born I know but that thought- I can't- how can I-" I say and he rubs up and down my back "I know a place we could go for a few days instead-" he begins and I tell him no.

"I told Clint and Nat I would meet their family it will be a nice distraction honestly it's important to them I have to go with them" I tell him and he nods understanding "you know we have all done messed up things to each other" he says taking my hand then squeezing it and I give him a look "more messed up than sleeping with each others family?" I sniff and he laughs. 

"Well Loki brainwashed Clint and tried killing all of us" he says and I laugh even though I shouldn't I forgot about his attack on new york "but Loki was being controlled by Thanos" I say and he nods "well I-" he then freezes "Bucky you don't need to tell me" I tell him "I killed Tony parents" he says pulling my head back to watch my reaction. 

"You weren't you though" I tell him kissing his lips his eyes widen "doll-" 

"I knew you had hurt people as the winter soldier but Bucky just like Loki you were brainwashed you are innocent just like any of the victims" I say now holding his face "no one can blame you for that you did not kill them Hydra did" I say and he smiles "this is why I love you Mia" hearing that made butterflies in my stomach dance as he pulls me down onto his lips we begin kissing our kissing soon becoming heated.

"I am starting to think you do this on purpose leaving me out" Steve jokes walking in then smiles when he sees me smiling too "here" he says holding out pancakes my smile light up "Clint made them" he says and I could not help but smile wider. 

"Best breakfast ever" I smile grabbing the plate quickly and getting of Bucky lap he grabs his own plate pulling me to sit between his legs "I'm going to miss you doll" 

"I'm going to miss you both and your horrible smoothies" I smile pulling Steve to us he smiles sitting close he wraps his arm around Bucky aiming to eat with one hand "big documentary day when you get back" Steve smiles and I nod.