I am very confused
about my present stance right now.
I have my future carefully planned:
college, big city, apartment,
dog, journalism,
But when it comes to
my current situation
nothing makes sense.
whenever I try to seek help
it feels like no one is listening.
I scream for help
but no one hears.
But now, my throat is dry
and my voice has faded.
I cannot yell anymore.
I have lost my will
so there's no way
to finish my journey.
I am lost
and every single way I go
I lose myself more.
I take a step towards love
and I get my heart shattered.
I walk down the path of success
and I get stressed to the point
where I want to end my journey.
I don't know which path to take
and I am alone.
and I am lost in every single way.
