I have a lot of fears.
like spiders, heights, and sharks.
but you know what scares me the most?
it's the fact that you could walk out
of my life at any point.
I have fallen so madly in love
with the idea of your arms
wrapped around my waist
and the day that that is taken
from me will be
the day I finally experience heartache.
I want to grow old and
live in an apartment with you.
I want to adopt puppies and
write about how adorable they are
but more about how adorable you are.
because, God, I love puppies
but I love you more.
one day, I want to say we made it.
it'll be at the right moment.
we'll be drinking cheap coffee
and listening to old music
on a sunday morning.
I will glance out the window and
look to you and whisper those words.
we made it.
I have recklessly trusted you
with so much of my happiness.
you have promised me
that you will never leave me
but if I've learned anything in my life,
I've learned that promises were made to be broken.
