PEACE

EPILOGUE: LOVE, SEULGI

I've got a lot of things I can't undo in life and that would probably include of losing her. 

One, two, three years had passed by yet it was still about you in this end. I don't know what my life would be right now, it could probably be just ending up me all alone through these years ahead of me. To my well being and everything that come into my mind, I would still choose to be with you.

As usual I can't. You did not want me to follow you.

Their were lots of things in my life that I had regretted not to do so, for not being able to fight for her and to live with her. I misinterpreted happiness to be something to be concluded with our opposite gender but I guess not all male to female relationship would be that happy at all, it would always be that quote, 'follow your heart' that you needed to agree with until the end.

"Unnie!" I heard Wendy's voice before I completely fell off from the terrace down to the cold waters of the ten feet pool under our room's terrace. I did it, everything had come to an end now, we found the criminal, and hopefully he will be punished to death.

I felt the water hit my skin as I completely felt how that tingling sensation on my abdomen had made me almost sunk through the water. Everything became so vivid, nostalgic that it made me wanted to burst into tears. Seulgi deserved this but I would never deserved her entire existence and determination to have me back.

Everything had started to get blurry as I floated back to the top of the pool. I'm starting to get unconscious and the water surrounding me had started to look like my blood when I heard her voice for one last time.

"Thank you..."

"Earlier was the last court hearing for them why didn't you come?" My father asked as he put down a cup of freshly made hot chocolate. It was the first snow of this year, the same month when I graduated from college and saw her making out with Krystal Jung. It still lingered inside my head like it just happened yesterday but I was also glad to know that even though Seulgi had tried to change the idea of loving me but it was still me the reason why she came back. She never changed, that's why I always love her. "She's happy now." He said and fixed himself across me. Father had always supported me to who I am in my life, he was there when he found out that his eldest daughter's first love was a woman and was still here to remind me again that his daughter's first love was already happy looking at her from a far, in the place where no one can hurt nor touch her.

"She would have to, she had too so I would have too." I said as I looked out through the window of our café as I noticed the few drops of snow. "It's her favourite season, I could have seen her having those rosy red cheeks she always had during winter." I laughed to the idea of it, it would always be those cheeky smile of hers I'd always love, the way she called me from a far and asked me how my day had went all along after she had waited for hours to just be with me for the rest of the night.

I missed those old days that I would surely not be able to go back.

"Appa." Father hummed in response and looked at me. "Do you think... she was worth it?" I asked. What kind of question is that though? Of course she was, she was more than just a piece of that priceless painting she had ever made. She was more than nothing but the love and owner of my entire heart.

"I think this would answer your question." He leave a sealed letter in front of me and patted my back. "She loves you but be happy, she's here but not in the presence you were used to." My father smiled and left me there sitting alone on our favourite spot.

Kang Seulgi was really a woman full of wonders and secrets. She was that the same person who always never failed to surprise me to the things she could do even from before, she made me realized that she was that magician who never lied and had just wanted me to be happy, I wonder what type of magic that she had put in here once again.