BTS Age Gap One Shots

Dad's friend pt.2

Seokjin's POV

We didn't interact much after that day, just enough so that Mr. and Mrs. Han don't suspect anything. I keep on thinking back to what she said. I can't move on from that. But I'm too afraid to start that topic again with her. It's for the best, for both of us.

I was invited for dinner at Mr. Han's place tonight. And I don't know how to feel about it. Seeing her face at the dinner table, being so close to her. But I can't just say no, it will be rude.

So I dragged myself to their house at 7pm. Mrs. Han greeted me and said "Thanks for coming, dinner will be ready soon. Make yourself at home." I walked in their house and search for Mr. Han.

I asked her "Noona, where is hyung?" She replied "He had to stay back for some extra work today. It was unexpected. Don't worry he will be back before dinner." I sat on the sofa.

She entered the kitchen and I heard her say "Y/n go and give Mr. Kim company, I can handle cooking by myself." I didn't her y/n but her mother again "It's okay, go. I'll be fine."

I heard footsteps, I knew it was y/n so I pretended to be busy with my phone. She sat opposite to me. I looked over her and goddammit its that sundress again. She looked at me and I immediately looked away.

We sat in silence until her mother came and said "Y/n why don't you show Mr. Kim some of your drawings, he wanted to see them the last time he came over." Ah shit.

Y/n got up and went upstairs to her room as her mother went back to kitchen. I heard alot from her parents that she draws well and it's her favourite hobby so I was curious but I don't think I'm curious now.

She came back with a big sketchbook and a small one. She handed me the big one as she sat beside me with an appropriate distance. I know I don't have a choice so I just focus on her sketchbook ignoring her. Yeah she draws decent enough.

I handed it back to her saying "The drawings are beautiful." She thanked and then handed me the small sketchbook.

The moment I saw the first drawing I knew it was me, although it was kind of anime styled drawing. But still I ask her for confirmation "Is this me?" She nodded, I flip few pages and it's me again and again. I heard her say "I want you to keep this."

I replied "But why?" She said "No reason. Think of it as a gift." That's when the doorbell rang y/n went to answer it.

I shove the sketchbook in my pockets not wanting anyone to see it and misunderstand it. Y/n came back with Mr. Han. When he saw me he smiled warmly and said "Hope you didn't have wait much. Let me freshen up, I'll be done in a minute." I replied "Oh I didn't wait much. Take your time, I can wait." And then he left the room. Y/n was called by her mother for help.

After dinner

I am back in my home as I changed my clothes. I keep the sketchbook on my table.

I should have just returned that book. Why did I accept it, I shouldn't have. I sat on my chair and flip through the remaining pages which I didn't get to see earlier.

I stop to read something she wrote, there wasn't any drawing in that page.

Hello Mr. Kim,
I made this sketchbook when you first moved in our neighborhood without any goal. I am writing this on the day after we formally met eachother. I am thinking to someday give you this, I don't know when will I be able to exactly. But I believe we will be close enough one day to be able to give it to you.

I flip the page and I see myself again and stop again at a note.

>‿<
Mr. Kim you are so handsome!
I don't know why did I start drawing you, why did I like observing you. Maybe because you were perfect for practicing figure drawing. But maybe now I might have developed a lil crush. And I don't know anymore if I should consider giving this book to you.
But just incase I might, please don't tell my parents.

I smirked, yes ofcourse I'm very handsome and perfect. I shouldn't be surprised if someone crushes on me but in this case I'm surprised and panicking. Cause this is not what I wanted, that our feelings to be mutual.

I flip th page and was almost unable to recognise the figure if it wasn't for my face. I saw her writing in the bottom 'E-boy Mr. Kim!'

I stop again as a page contained a note, it was all in caps, big bold letter "FORGIVE ME FOR WHAT I'LL DRAW NEXT" curiously I flipped the page and immediately close the book.

My heart just jumped. It was my figure jerking himself. I took a moment to register that drawing in my mind. I don't know what to expect next.

I open the sketchbook again skipping that drawing it had a note

I couldn't stop myself from imagining you touching yourself after you said you have seen me after I thought I failed my attempts. I purposely don't wear anything under my sundress for you to see me, Mr. Kim. But I gave up after there was no response from you. So when I got to know that you did see me, my mind was racing with thoughts. I just want your big hands all over me, Mr. Kim.

I turn the page and see another note.

Yeah I have made up my mind, I don't care what happens next. I'm giving this to you, Mr. Kim. I'm sure you are well aware of my feelings by now. I'll wait for your response Mr. Kim. If you have to reject me please just say it to me, don't complain about it to my parents. I don't think I should explain why.

I flip the page and see nothing. She left the remaining pages blank. I tossed the sketchbook on my desk as I push my hair back, obviously nervous at the situation.

I should give back the sketchbook to her for good, it doesn't belong to me.

A/N
So far how do you like it