Y/n POV
It's been few months since me and Namjoon oppa met, senpai noticed me. We did meet once in a while while I'm constantly worried for people knowing about our friendship and fans attacking me.
Other BTS members knows about our friendship and I met them! My members don't know it though, I can't trust anyone, it hasn't been long since I met them, I'll need time to fully trust them. I was the last one to join the company and debut.
Namjoon oppa is thinking about a collaboration with me in his next mixtape. He said he will visit my company and ask Psy sajangnim. We won't perform it anywhere, just the song and there might be a MV.
I was chilling in my dorm as it was a free day when I suddenly got a call from our boss. I picked it up and he spoke "Y/n I have s good news for you." he continued "RM from Bangtan Sonyeondan want to collaborate with you for a song! It's a really good news for you and us."
I spoke excitedly "Thank you so much for this opportunity. I'll work hard." he laughed and said "Ah, it's fine, I didn't do anything you did it all. Do good okay? Whatever you need to discuss do it tomorrow in the bighit building then recording will take place soon after."
I replied "Yes sajangnim!" and then he cut the call.
I just want to say fuck you to everyone who thought BTS won't ever notice me and I'm just their fan they won't care about my existence. I'm so happy!
Tommorow
So I was in the bighit building sitting in Rkive, his studio's name. He made me listen to his demo and handed me the lyrics. He was so focused and looked so hot giving daddy vibes just by sitting there.
After I song finished he said "So can we just record s little today just want to hear how it will sound from you?"
I agreed, he pulled the chair I was sitting closer to the mic and oh my god I panicked for sec cause it was hot and screamed daddy. I didn't know how to react to this I just waited for him to ask me to sing.
When he said 'go' I started singing in my normal voice like I sing in my group songs. I closed my eyes cause I looked at him once while I was singing and I was so afraid of him beating the shit out of me. He is scary.
As I was singing he said "Okay it's good but you see this is a sad song and your voice is too joyful. Can you try to sing sadly?"
I try to sing sadly but he wasn't satisfied. So he asked me "Did you felt useless, not worthy, ugly or you are not enough?" I replied by nodding.
He asked "Can we talk about that? It will get you in the mood to be sad." I nodded and spoke "I have always had s very low self esteem it's not that I don't love myself but I don't have the confidence. My teachers, friends and boyfriend made me feel each thing you just said. For them my self confidence just hit the ground. Oh my god can you believe that desperate creep broke up with me cause I'm ugly? How dare he? Have he seen how people are dying for me and calling me a snack?"
He laughed and said "I asked you to feel sad and you got angry." I look down and said "I'm sorry, he makes me angry cause he had made me cry alot in the past. I decided not to ever feel sad, it doesn't match my vibe."
He nod and said "It's okay but you can't just stop one vital emotion from your life, sometimes feeling sad is necessary like right now. I want you to sing this but you are not sad. I don't want to ask another person."
I replied "Can you give me a little bit of time? I'll try to feel sad." he nodded and then I turn my back against his face and focus on every bad memory I had.
After few minutes I was on the verge of tears and I turn back said "I am ready." he signalled md to go ahead and I poured my heart out to sing my lines.
After I finished I looked at him, he was smiling and said "See that's what I'm talking about, for a second you made me worry. I hope you can do this well on the actual recording day."
I chuckle and said "I'll try." I look at the watch and said "I have to go now, I have practice in 15 mins. Thank you for this opportunity oppa."
He shook it off and said "It's fine. See you later, bye" I stood up from my chair and bowed before heading towards the door. When I was about to close the door he called out my name and said "You are a full course meal, you will meet someone better than that douche."
I replied "Pardon?" he shook his head and said "Nothing, go fast. Bye!" I smiled and leave.
Did Namjejus just called me full course meal? Then what is he? Buffet?
I can't wait for recording. I will learn my lines till then. It's hard for me to remember lyrics and dance steps easily.
Two days later
So the recording went smooth. And he said there won't be any MV for the track I am recording. It's fine for me cause I know BTS is mad popular, interacting with them can give a ton of clout. I will gain the clout that my group is looking for.
After my recording was done I asked him "When is the mixtape coming out?" he replied while facing me "Soon." I whined and said "Please, I want to know." he smiled and said "I don't even know myself, I will release it as soon as my tracks are finished."
I asked "Can I hear them?" he replied "Nope!" I requested "Please just a little?" he shook his head and I puffed my cheeks "Okay fine, I thought after getting closer to you I can get some advantages that other armys don't have but I guess it's still the same."
He asked quite shook "You are an army?" I replied in a duh tone "Since 2014ish." he asked "How come I never got to know about it?" I replied "You never asked. We didn't talk about this topic."
He said "Yeah right. So who is your bias?" I replied deciding to play with him "KIM SEOKJIN!" his eyes darkened a little and asked "Why?" I replied "Have you seen his face? And his fun-loving personality? He is sodium funny. Seems like he will never age. Also a top quality husband material."
He hummed and said "Understandable, hyung is handsome." then there silence for a second so I asked him "Are you mad?" he shook his head so I asked again "Suddenly something about your mood changed after I said Jin oppa is my bias."
He asked me back "Jin oppa? When did you guys get close." I replied "That one time when you brought him along with us as a driver."
He stayed silent. So I decided to reveal the truth "Oh my god I'm kidding, you are my ultimate bias! It's a different thing that sometimes the other members bias wrecks me. But you are my main bitch."
He replied "Don't lie, you are saying this just to reassure me." I shook my head and said "No I am serious, you have been my bias since the very first, you are the leader and so smart. It made me want to be like you but alas I am dumb and too introverted to lead anything. And did I mentioned about your duality? Your visuals on point. How can I not like a person like you. Even my parents approves you."
He smiled and said "Thank you." I raised my eyebrows so he added "Thank you for choosing me as your bias."
I smiled at him that's when my phone rang. I picked it up and it was my manager asking me to hurry as I had to leave, it's hard being a rookie, always practice.
I end the call and said "Thank you once again, I have to leave now." he replied "Already?" I smiled sadly and said "Yes already, we are doing a comeback in a month."
He replied "I am leaving for world tour too in a month. We will be gone for two months." I wished him luck and he said it back and then we stand in silence for a second.
I spoke "Okay bye I'll see you later." he smiled and said "Yeah later." and then I left.
Namjoon POV
Oh no why am I sad that she is leaving early. I wished we could spend more time together. I wish we met more often before I leave for two months. I guess she will be busy for the comeback I should not disturb her.
A/n
Ooooh should i...next chapter...kissy kiss popo.
You never know
Bye
Have a great day/Swet dreams.
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