F A T

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TW: Weight insecurities

I hate my weight
I hate how my stomach sticks out like a six month pregnant lady
I hate the sacs of fat the hang from my arms
And jiggle like jello with every movement
I hate my thick thighs
And how they rub together
Like two pieces of flint, burning every time I walk
I hate the bags of fat that hang from back
I hate that my stomach sticks out further than my triple D cup chest
I hate the lumps it creates on my sides
But I've been like this my whole life
Born 9 pounds and 9 ounces
I've tried diets, exercise, skipping meals,
Drinking lemon juice to "remove the toxins",
Drinking gallons of water a day
Hoping to wash the fat away
But here I am
15 years old 245 pounds
I'm fat, both ph and with an f

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