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Give me attention

Little: Jeno
Caregivers: Chenle(Dada) and Jisung(Mama)

Plot: Renjun came out as a little and Jeno wasn't having it. So he cause some trouble to get their attention.

JENOS' P.O.V.
Renjun said he had something he wanted to talk to us about today so we were all sitting on the couch.

"So what did you want to tell us?" Chenle asks.

"I uh I'm a little as well." He said looking down.

No he can't be a little. I'm supposed to the only little. I think to myself.

"I'm so glad you told us." Mark says hugging him.

"Reawy?" He says.

"Yea cause now Jeno has a friend to play with." Jisung says.

"I'm gonna go to my room." I said getting up.

I don't want a friend to play with. I wanted to be the only little.

CHENLES' P.O.V.
"I'm gonna go to my room." Jeno says getting up.

"It's alright Injunnie. He's probably just upset cause he was the only little for a while but he'll come around." I say going to him and hugging him.

~1 week later~

Jeno has been hitting Renjun for no reason. He's also been locking himself in his room.

"Nono, pway pwease?" Renjun asks Jeno.

"No now leave me alone." He says slightly pushing Renjun making him fall to the floor cause he's smaller then him. And Renjun started crying.

"Hey what was that for? He just wants to play. You didn't need to push him." I say.

"Well I don't want to play. So just leave me alone." He says going to the bathroom and locking the door.

"Let's let him cool down. I don't know what his problem is." Haechan says and we comfort Renjun.

JENOS' P.O.V.
I walk into the bathroom and lock the door. God why can't they understand I only want attention. They've been so busy with him. I reach into the draw and pull out a razor I've started to cut ever since Renjun said he's a little. I also haven't eaten. But like usual my caregivers are paying no attention to me. I cut at least 5 or 6 cuts on each of my arms. I wait for the blood to slow down to wrap my arms.

"Baby you in there?" I Chenle say.

"Yea. I'm going pee. I'm almost done." I say getting up and flushing the toilet.

"Alright. Dinners ready if you want some." He says and I hear him walk away.

I finish wrapping my arms and head to my room to change into a hoodie.

"You gonna come eat?" Jisung asks.

"I'm not hungry. I'll probably eat tomorrow." I say laying in bed.

"Alright. We'll eat something soon please. You haven't eaten." He says and then leaves.

Ugh they don't pay attention to me anymore. I haven't slipped in a whole week. My head hurts but I can't cause I don't want to.

~1 month later~
JISUNGS' P.O.V.
It's been a whole full month since Renjun told us he was a little and since Jeno has been acting up. He's been locking himself in his room more often. I'm really worried about him.

"Hey Jeno. Why don't you come and play with Renjun." I say to him as we walks in.

"I don't want to. I have a headache and want to be left alone." He says.

"Nono pwease pway." Renjun asks crawling over to him.

"I said I don't want to. So just leave me the hell alone." He says pushing Renjun causing him to cry.

"Lee Jeno. Why did you push him?" Chenle says going to Renjun and takes him to his caregiver Haechan.

"Cause I fucking wanted to. Now I'm gonna go to my room and sleep so leave me the fuck alone." He says but I stop him.

"No we are all going to talk about what's going on with you. You've been distant for a whole month." I say making him sit on the floor where me and Chenle join.

"I don't wanna talk. I just wanna sleep. My head hurts. Just let me go sleep." He says holding his head.

"The reason your head hurts is maybe because you have slipped in over a month. Why?" Chenle says grabbing his hands but he pulls away.

"You haven't eaten but you're always in the bathroom or sleeping. What is going on with you? We wanna help you." I say and I see Jeno look at me with a really look.

"Oh so now you wanna help or pay attention to me. But when Renjun gets hurt or wants to cuddle one of you two you're there in 2 seconds. But not me." He says almost crying.

"Give me your arms." Chenle says.

"No." Jeno says but Chenle grabs his hand and pulls up his sleeve.

"Baby why?" He says softly.

"No one pays attention to me. Not even my own boyfriends." He says starting to cry.

"But that doesn't mean you cut yourself, stop eating or hurt Renjun." I say pulling him into my lap.

"What if little Jeno comes out. I'm sure he'll want to play with Renjun." Chenle says rubbing his back.

"Chu won't be mad at me?" He asks going in between headspaces.

"No we won't. We miss our baby. We're sorry we didn't give you attention. Why don't you go apologize for hurt Injunnie and we can snuggle if you want." I say hugging him tight but not to hard to hurt him.

"Otay." He says and makes grabby hands at Chenle who's standing up.

"Come here baby. Let's go see Injunnie." He says picking him up.

We head to Haechan and Renjuns room.

"Hey guys what's up." Haechan says snuggling Renjun.

"Someone came to say sorry." I say and Chenle puts Jeno down and he walks up to Renjun.

"I sowwy Injunnie. I was upset wif mama an dada. I souldnt have pushed chu." Jeno says hugging Renjun and crying.

"Don cwy Nono. I fowgive chu. Chu pway now?" He asks.

"We're gonna snuggle actually. We haven't been paying attention to him so maybe later. We promise." I say going to pick up Jeno.

"Otay. Bye Nono."

"Bye Injunnie."

We leave and head to our room.

"I'm gonna go make a bottle for you baby cause you haven't been eating." I say and head to the kitchen to make one.

After it's done, I come back to see our baby in cute little dog pjs snuggled up with Chenle.

"Here you go baby." I say handing him the bottle and he takes happily and I join them on the bed.

"We love you baby. Never forget that." Chenle says kissing his forehead.

"We love you so much that it hurts us to see you like this." I say also kissing his forehead.

"I wove chu guys too." He says after taking his bottle out.

"Let's give him all the attention. Let's never forget about our baby." Chenle says grabbing my hand.

"Agreed." I say holding it and we all fall asleep.

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