~obsession~
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I always wondered if you moved on. If you found someone else that could fit you perfectly like I thought you did. A girl that put up with your sarcastic tone and loud music. It always passed my mind. Did you move on that quickly after what felt like death to me? Did you deserve the amount of heartbreak? Well you did. You deserved way worse Jaden, but I wasn't the one who was going to give you that pain. Ive always thought about trying to get you back. Wanting you to crave for me like i did for you. In that small town i needed someone to make me feel that you did. But I didnt. So in return, I will make you want me more than you ever have.
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"Kendra help put away the groceries!" My mom yells from the bottom of the stairs. I didnt even realize she was home?
I shoved my diary in the drawer next to me, rushing down the stairs to my mom placing plastic bags on the counter.
"I only got a few things, maybe after school you would want to go shopping?" She asks and I nod. "I missed the malls here, we should go there too." I ask mainly for the fact that i need clothes, another fact is that i was gonna play it off... lets see, stand out-ish. "That can be arranged." She smiles and I Put away the milk in the refrigerator.
"Do you have all your clothes ready for tomorrow? I know its sudden but school will be the best for you." She says plainly and i nod. "I'll be fine, I havent been in school for a long time, it will be nice to interact with new people," I shrug and watch as my moms mouth pops open. " Since when do you like being social?" She laughs and i roll my eyes. "Since you've trapped me into online school for a year," I claim and she nods. "Well just be careful," I crumble up the last grocery bag and toss it into the trash can. "You know i will mom." "Okay," were the last words she said to me before i run back upstairs.
- The possibility's were endless Jaden. What could I do to get under your skin? Make you want to bite down on your lip to stop the blood rushing through your veins. Well, you always said you were a fan style. Why not have it sexy..right? No im just playing, but when i step foot into that school, you will be the one begging for me.
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I shut my diary with a huff. Tomorrow was gonna be bitter sweet. Reuniting the the friends that left me crying. Seeing Jaden, the one who made me suffer. I cant wait to laugh in their face once they see me, Jaden mostly. What harm is there? Cause all i see is red...tbc
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Obsession
Fanfiction~Intro~ "Obsession" "ob-ses-sion" noun 1 the state of being obsessed with someone or something. Dear Jaden, - oh my, how could i ever get over you Jaden? You made me so happy, so purely happy all for it..to go away. You left me with no sudden...
