Obsession

5

~obsession~

--5

Did you know that I still have flashbacks? Every time you whispered in my ear, every time you kissed my neck, its still a racing memory. We were gonna do so many things Jaden, we were going to be together, be happy. But you all of a sudden threw that away. I still remember por first date, do you? You brought me roses to school, cupped my cheeks as a meaningful gesture to ay yes. And I did. I dont regret even dating you. I just wish youd tell me why...

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I walked into the school, hands shaking and eyes scanning the entire hallway. People stared at me while walking by, I wondered if it was my outfit or the fact that i looked totally paranoid. I wasnt thinking, talking to myself made it worse, and that right there, is when i bumped into someone. "Ouch," the guy said, turning around with his eyes scanning me. Quinton. "Sorry, I- I wasnt looking." I say trying to rush to the office. "Newibe- Wait, have I seen you before?"

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If only you knew- you were Jadens buddy. Jadens friend that would carry along with him. He was one of my nest friends- well, One of Jadens bestfriends- those ones, yeah. He would always check up on me, warning my heart in a friendly matter. But then he stopped, he would pass me without a word. His head down at lunch as I sat across from him. He was the one who fooled me.

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"Um no- no you don't," I say and quickly walk by him. This "act" that im putting on, wont last forever. Once my name spills, everyone will be turned to me.

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I head straight for the office, the lady in there was some weird ass old lady who obviously hates her job. Her white hair was as long as the flag pole- "Name?!" She says in a cranky attitude. "Kendra- um, Kendra Barrett," I looked around to see if anyone was in the office, I was lucky their wasn't. "Here you go- would you like a student guide miss?" She asks me, obviously rederring to my new coming. " No I'm fine." I blow it off and walk back into the halls. I immediately try to find my locker, 267. Unfortunately it was the opposite side of school, but luckily I made it in time to put my bag inside. "That's fucking stupid bro- shes gone," someone says from behind me. I dont turn my back, I try to determine the voice, eavesdrop  on their conversation. Weird-ish but necessary.

"Im telling you! She bumped into me, she looks exactly like her but-" He mumbled the last part, I couldnt hear anything. "Sure bro, I told you- it doesnt even matter, I'm over her, alright?" He states and I hear his footsteps trail away. Thats when I turn around, the back of his head, the hair, the height, the sweater and jeans- that was the guy who broke my heart. The guy that I was so desperately inseparable with. That guy was going to want me like i did him. End of story...tbc