Obsession

18

-obsession-
—18
(3 hours later)
The dance had finally ended. Me being me- I still waited. Wanted to know if you were even in the dance. Went from the back or something, If you were in there, I'm glad that you had fun. But part of me knew you weren't.
This is the point where I broke down. My decisions and thought process fully corrupted me. I broke down, crying over the mess I made. Warm tears streamed my cold cheeks, the corsage wiping away some tears. But I couldn't help them from falling. I was dumb, stupid to ever leave you. You had more purpose to me than anyone I could think of. The fact that I loved you more than my own personal figure, hurts. I hate that I simply just walked away from you.....
"Hossler?" A voice says from behind me.
I turned around. Watching as the devil himself, his mistress with him, walks over to me.
"I'll catch up with you-" He dismisses the random girl, then looking back at me.
"Bro what's your problem?" He asked.
I rolled my eyes, looking back into the drop-off, the dark ominous drop off.
"This is all your fucking fault!" I say harshly.
"How was it tho? I heard she's the first one you smashed," he chuckles.
Anger passed over me, my eyes turning a deep red- or I felt it. I wonder if he saw the burning flame too.
My fist collided with his jaw. His body fell onto the floor and my knuckles ached in the pain. But I didn't care. This is his fault. Kendra missed the dance because of me. She missed the event we spent so long on because Josh wouldn't leave me the fuck alone. This is his fault. "What the fuck Hossler!" Josh shouts, standing back onto his feet. Face to face with me but yet, not laying a finger.
"That's right! Hit me! Fucking murder me! Blame this whole shit on me Hossler! But at the end of the day- you will probably never see her again!" He spits. What?
"That's right! She's moving! Didn't hear the news?" He asks as if he's not kidding.
"That's stupid," I state.
"Really? Cause I saw the moving truck in her driveway when I went to get food," he explains. My heart dropped to my feet.
"Get over yourself Hossler- it's just a girl."
He walked away from me. Part of me wanted to run up on him and punch him as many times as I could. Just to get the constant pain in my chest to go away. But instead. I made the drive to her house. Hands shaking, tears streaming. Until I saw it myself. The moving truck in her driveway. All packed and her car- gone. I can't believe this. I-can't. Hours went by and I still found myself at her house. Currently, 2am in the morning. The moving truck packed all their stuff and left a while ago. Trust me- I tried to stop them. But they threatened to call the police. And that's when I sat there. In the driver's seat of my car. Feeling the empty space in the passenger seat, as if she was still there. Part of me still smells her. But I know I just came to the hallucination stage. It took me a while to get the car in gear, I just couldn't believe that..she was
gone..tbc