My Good Girl. (BILLIE EILISH & MELANIE MARTINEZ)

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Alaïa's P. O. V.

Me and my mom walked out side, in silence. Nothing but birds chirping and wind blowing.

I barely didn't even want to look at her, every time I try I tear up.

She sighed "can you at least look at me? Alaia?"she said to me.

"I- no- just speak.. mother- please!" I said to her.

Trigger warning ⚠️ (abuse, drugs, suicidal thoughts)

"I know you have a lot of questions as to why I left, why your father left, why am I here ? Now ? I know babygirl, and I'm sorry.. my intentions were to never hurt you and your sister alaia.... But you have to understand my side of the story.. your dad was beating every single day, and I had to put up a tough face because I had a family"my mom said.

"Why didn't you tell anyone ? Like grandmother? Or auntie?"I asked.

"Well that's just the thing, I told my mother, and you're aunt, but they're beliefs aren't changing"she said.

"Beliefs what beliefs?!"I asked.

"They believe that you stay w the man you're married to even if he's beating you, or going through tough times, they believe the man is always right"she said.

"So for years I've been taking in beatings and eventually got addicted to drugs, because the drugs stopped the pain, the pills the made me forget everything, like how bad pain was, it helped for a while but then eventually made me suicidal, and I've always been suicidal due to the fact nobody listened to me"she said.

And I tear rolled down my face.

"So everyone including your grandmother and auntie and father decided to label me as the "crazy drug addict" so I've been hiding the pain all this time and just taking it all in, and although it didn't seem like your dad didn't beat me as much he did especially when you guys weren't there he tortured me"my mom said.

"Some nights he'd handcuff me to the bed because he was scared I'd leave him in the middle of the night, but the night I left, I finally got the balls to go get help and go to rehab and get therapy and a lawyer, to prove myself to you, ky'yl and the cort that I'm ready and I'm a fit parent, so that's the reason I'm here today I want to rekindle our relationship"she said.

I hugged her. "I forgive you"I said crying.

"Okay let's go back in"she said.

I opened the door. "Ouch" two voices said from behind the door, billie and alaia.

I rolled my eyes in a playful way "ky you heard all of that ?" I said and she nodded to me.

Everyone finished eating and my mom took ky'yl to my grandmothers house until she found a way to get custody of us again.

The only reason I stayed back at billies is because she asked me to apparently she has to tell me something.

Billie's P. O. V.

I went to the back yard and alaia was jumping on the trampoline with Finneas and I joined them. We giggled and laughed as we jumped together. We eventually got tired and sat there.

"Fin can I talk to lela alone for a sec"I asked.

He sighed because he knew why I wanted to.

I played in her hair "so I have something to tell you"i smiled.

"Are you proposing?"She asked.

I laughed "no well at least, not yet"I said.

"So ummm"i hesitated.

"I'm about 2 weeks or so, I'm leaving for a month or so" I'll be back for Christmas but I'll be missing thanks giving which is hard since I wanted to spend thanks giving w you"I  said.

"Why- w are you leaving- what are you leaving for exactly?"she said to me.

"Therapy, and counseling.. I realized I'm not okay and I need help I just need time away from people"I said.

"So you need time away from me?"she said.

"No baby it's not like that, I wanna spend everyday w my life w you, it's just that I need it and my dad suggested a long time ago, and I'm finally going through w it because I wanna change for the better"I said.

She nodded "I understand and I'm happy for you bil, just wow what am I gonna do w out you" she said.

"Just be my good girl and don't do anything stupid"I said giggling.

She smiled at what I said. "I swear I stop breathing if it would benefit you if that's all I had to do"I sang to her.

"Keep going"she said.

"Those are the only lyrics I have tho"I said to her.

"Make up some, just keep singing to me"she said to me as she laid on top of me.

I giggled. "I'll give up everything, because I'm in love with you, yes I'm in love w you"I sang as I played in her hair.
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The comments on this story just motivate tf out of me to write more honestly I LOVE YOU GUYS KEEP UP THE POSITIVY, I never expected this book to get where it's at ❤️❤️❤️❤️ -Naomi