My Good Girl. (BILLIE EILISH & MELANIE MARTINEZ)

RAGE! (46)

Alaïa's P. O. V.

At this point I needed to talk to someone. I needed to vent.

I only vented to one person ever.

Billie.

And it's a good thing she wanted to talk.

I don't really vent to Elita because she has her own shut going on. But I decided to meet her at the time she told me to come and it was almost that time.

I already was wearing shorts and a tanktop.

I just threw on a big black oversized hoodie, I'm pretty sure it's Billie's, it smelled just like her.

I grabbed my phone and wallet and threw them in my pockets and headed out the door.

As I got closer towards the park I could see Billie sitting on the bench staring at her phone.

I walked up to her.

I said nothing.

"Hey..."she said to me.

I kept quiet.

Billie P. O. V.

"Okay I can see that you're a little upset and that's okay, I'll just talk." I said.

"I noticed you're a little upset with the whole Serenity thing. She someone that I thought I knew, um... all I can really say is.. I haven't been completely honest with you about her" I said.

"Back at the camp I shared a kiss with her,and I don't know it just felt right at the time... but she was just someone I could really talk to. I don't really have friends I don't really ever vent to no one and she was just there at the time a lot of shit happened at that home...and it doesn't excuse my actions but I really am truly sorry, for everything, I'm sorry for hurting you I love you" I said to her.

Tears were falling down Alaïa's face. "I'll make it up to you I promise I won't ever hurt you again, I'll make sure of it"I said to her.

"I know I should hate you right now but- I don't it just a lot to think about"she said to me.

I nodded.

" I forgive you...Billie.. I just need you to hold me right now"she said breaking down into tears.

"And i-it's not you, m-my my grandma, she's dying, and my d-dad"she couldn't even speak her voice was breaking.

"Shhhhh"I said holding her tightly. Her tears had my shirt soaking, but I didn't even care.

"Just please promise me you won't ever leave me again, please tell me you won't ever go"she said with a raspy broken voice.

"I promise"I kissed her head. And she began to calm down.

She looked up at me w/ tears all in her eyes, and kissed me.

And I couldn't help it but kiss her back.

It was a long kiss, very passionate. But On the inside I still felt some kind of guilt.

after a few minutes had gone by. Everything was still silent.

We were just sitting there in the park. Alaia was still in my arms.

It was begging to get dark and at this point alaia had told me everything that was going on, it was silent for a few. and the sun was setting, and i broke the silence "I love you"I said.

"But I don't want to, but I love you, and I know I should but I could never hate you billie it happens"she said to me.

And we watched the sun set.

This day has been the most peaceful, yet on of the most worst/best days of my life, I'm just glad my baby is back.

Alaïa's P. O. V.

"Do you want me to take you home?"
billie asked.

"Yeah I have to get these family affairs in order... talk later after school?" I said.

"Yeah, ofc.." and Billie started up the car and took me home.

FUCKKKKKKK!

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