My Good Girl. (BILLIE EILISH & MELANIE MARTINEZ)

Are We Done Yet? (15)

Alaïa's P. O. V.

With the help of Billie I manage to get half of my room done within an hour.

But we were really tired it was 12am in the morning.

Billie was laying down in my bed she did help a lot.

Just imagine how long I've would've took without her.

She brought most of the boxes down stairs ready to move.  So I knew she was tired.

I packed up the last few things that were in and on my dresser and set that downstairs.

And then I began to look threw all the shoes I had.

I made a pile of ones I were going to keep and ones I were going to throw away.

I threw most of them away.

And then I set that box downstairs.

I came back upstairs to see billie sleeping.

She made small snores.

Really cute. 

I threw a small cover on her.

"Are we done yet?"she mumbled.

"Almost"I replied back as she went to sleep.

I packed the rest of my things up and moved it down stairs the last thing that had to go was my bed.

I grabbed a book that I had been reading for a while.

But it's about a girl who's always trapped in her thoughts and she never lives in reality.

And then I thought to myself.

That's kinda like me.

I turned off the lights it was completely dark.

And then I climbed into my bed with Billie and read my book alone in the dark with only the flashlight from my phone to guide me through the book.

I felt Billie's arms wrap around me.

And I didn't know what this meant but either way it made me very comfortable.

A little nervous.

Maybe I am catching small feeling for Billie but I don't know it's all..

Weird...

Why she does she chooses me over everyone else?

Why does she like me?

Why isn't she just like everyone else?

I thought those thoughts to myself.

I closed my book and turned my flashlight off because I began to get so deep in my thoughts that I couldn't pay any attention to what I was reading.

I also couldn't stop thinking about ky'yl. I know she's not okay.

This is a lot to handle at her age she's so young.

I didn't know who to turn to and tell.

I didn't know what to do anymore.

I usually have a plan for everything. But I guess not during this time I don't.

I began to think about my mom.

She had deleted all of her social media's I even tried texting her the other day. Saying that I miss her wondering why she left me.

But my messages didn't deliver that day.

I'm assuming she blocked my number.

Then I felt Billie's grip get tighter.

I felt her hands slowly creep up my shirt but I didn't thinking anything of it.

Mistake?

"Turn around"she said to me.

And I turned around facing her. Even thought it was dark, her eyes still pierced my skin.

It made me nervous.

"Yeah"

"I never even said to anyone but alaia I've been watching you for some time and I can't stop thinking about you"

She gripped my face and I felt her breath on my face.

And her lips crashed into mines.

Then I woke up. Realizing. That it was just a silly dream.