My Good Girl. (BILLIE EILISH & MELANIE MARTINEZ)

Wheels on the bus (21)

Alaia P. O. V.

I haven't talk to billie since Sunday yesterday, and she usually gives me and my sister rides every morning.

I don't know what's going on but it really hurts.

I miss her.

Ky'yl also has been going to therapy thanks to my aunt.

She found the cuts on her arms and called her "crazy, fake depressed" she said that mental health runs on in our family.

Whatever the fuck that means.

I don't have no mental health problems.

Ky'yl also hasn't been in school as much since she's been going to therapy.

It's like she completely lost it now.

They broke my sister and I can't get her back.

Today was supposed to be ky'yl first day back.

But she's staying home for another week or so.

I feel as if her depression got worse since she's been in therapy.

I've texted Billie multiple times but it's pointless.

So I had to take the fucking bus.

The fucking bus.

The bus the Kelly, and Brandon's whole entire little crew takes.

The bus were I'll be and outcast.

The bus was going to be here any minute.

I went to ky'yl room to check on her.

"You okay?"I asked opening her door.

"Actually this break has been making me feel better than ever I'm glad I took the time to process"she said looking up from the tv.

"Good I'm happy for you" I said smiling I went to hug her.

"I'm on my way to school be good" I kissed her forehead.

She smiled and I exited her room.

I went down the hall towards the kitchen where I seen my grandmother.

She smiled and hugged me.

I grabbed an apple and headed out the door.

The bus honked and I walked outside.

I seen elita and her bf Chris were on the bus which they normally due it use to just be me and Elita but things took a turn and she accepts that.

The bus door opened.

And I took my seat in the middle row of the bus next to Elita and her bf.

"Hey girlie it's been a minute since you rode on the bus huh?"she giggled.

"Hey can we at least switch spots Chris ?I at least wanna look out the window"I said to Chris.

And he got up and we switched spot and the bus took off.

I texted Billie one more time just to see if she would get my message again once more.

But nothing.

I'm just looking out the window and it's cold outside. There were two boys yelling behind me.

And I was a little terrified.

They went from yelling to fist fighting. 

This bus is so noisy. I hate it here.

"It's always like this don't be scared"Elita said.

We all look a crossed the Aisle and a girl was letting sum guy hands up her skirt.

I looked away trying not to look across again.

I played games on my phone.

I kept checking to see if Billie read my message and she finally read all the text I've sent her.

She didn't reply tho.

Everyone started to cough and so did I, Brandon and their little group were passing weed around.

"Hey look Jason's got his ass in the glass"some one yelled.

The driver hit a bump and everyone fell.

We were finally at school.

Never again.

" I rather  walk"I giggled as we got off the bus.

I seen billie walk inside the building and that just made me even more upset with her.

But she didn't look too good her self.

She was wearing a all black jogging suit and her hair was all messy in a bun.

I walked inside and headed to chemistry class.

I walked inside and found my seat.

I expected to see billie at our desk but she wasn't there.

She wasn't even in the classroom.

Class was almost over now and billie still hasn't come to class.

I just wanna know what's up??

After a few minutes class was over i walked through the hallways alone.

Elita and bil are my only two friends and Elita was with her boyfriend most of the time.

Should I even call billie my friend?

I continued to walk through the crowded halls.

I felt a pair of hands grab me and pull me into the janitors closet.

The door locked.

"Wtf let me out of here!" I pulled and yanked on the door.

"Sshhhh shhh shhh" said the unknown person, the person put a hand over my mouth.

I already knew who fingers these were.

"Billie?"

She flicked on the lights.

"What the hell?!"I shouted.

"Shut uppp! You're gonna get us caught in here"she said whispered.

"I'm not the one who told you to pull me into the janitors closet!" I whispered back at her.

"Ditch school with me"she said to me.

"I don't ditch school"

"Cmon just this one time"

"Billie you know school is also important to me"

"But if you go back out there your most likely are going to get us caught"She said to me.

And she convinced me

"Fine just this one time"

"I need to tell you something anyways"

877words :)