Soldier's heart | Jinkook

Chapter 29

The fact of the day: A submission from Virginia, U.S. says the name Taejin means "Growing big star" and is of Korean origin.

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Jin's POV:

3 months later

I am already home, in my father's kingdom, with my two little angels. I already got over the tragic death of my last husband. After a few meetings with a psychiatrist, I even managed to forgive Taehyung that he left me alone with our children.

I haven't heard about Jungkook since Taehyung's death. That bastard didn't even attend Taehyung's funeral. I heard that he got his wife pregnant, and now they are living their dreamy life as a big happy family. Screw them!

 I, on the other side, have to take care of my two kids practically alone. Of course, I have many servants and maids, but after Taehyung's funeral, I began to have extreme trust issues. So I am not able to entrust my kids to strangers. At first, I even had a problem trusting my father or Hoseok with my kids. But I make steps with my psychiatrist and slowly becoming a "normal" person again. I mean a normal person for me because I was someone else just a few months ago, and now I am on the edge of collapse every day.

"Jin, it is ok. You weren't outside for a whole month. You cannot stay inside forever." Hoseok tried to persuade me to go out with him. For him, it is just a walk. For me, it is the biggest step I did for 3 months.

"I don't know, Hobi. I am...scared." I said honestly. I am so scared to leave my safe place in the palace, scared to leave my kids here alone, scared that something happens and I will never see them again.

"Jin, I understand, but if you keep going like this, you will go crazy soon. Your father and I cannot watch how you are ruining yourself anymore. We let you heal yourself your way, but you don't get any better for a month." Hoseok said and hugged me tightly.

"I care about you so much!" Hoseok cried into my shoulder. I patted his back and tried to calm him down.

"Shhh, Hoseok. It is me who should cry and have a breakdown here. Don't steal my place!" I said in a joke.

"Hey! We should be equal! You already cried, and I took care of you. Now, it is my turn to cry!" Hoseok cried into my shoulder while hugging me. He cried, but I knew that he is joking.

"Ok, so what about ice cream for you? Will it calm you down?" I asked softly.

"You mean ice cream from Frederico's sweet shop?" Hoseok asked with his face buried in my shoulder.

"Of course, it is your favorite," I said, and Hosoek broke the hug immediately.

"So let's go!" Hoseok said excitedly and grabbed my hand as he runs towards the door.

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 2 years later

Author's POV:

"Who is gonna tell him?" Hoseok said as he watched twins playing on the ground in front of him. 

"He is your friend," Yoongi said blankly.

"You know how much beating and scolding I caught for all these years? I dont want to get a slap for this. He should hear it from his father!" Hoseok argued nervously.

"He won't believe me! He will say that I am a blind old man whose eyes don't work well anymore!" King Kim said, frustrated.

"We noticed it months ago and said nothing! Now, it is even more noticeable! We have to say something until problems occur!" Hoseok yelled in a whisper at two men sitting beside him on a sofa. Suddenly, question asked from behind them made them stood up abruptly.