Soldier's heart | Jinkook

Chapter 27

Hello there, my bitches! Hope you are ready for a new thing from BTS!

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Jin's POV:

Taehyung and I lay in bed together. Taehyung's arms were wrapped around me. We didn't talk since the moment we finished our second round before I began.

"Will you stop? The whole thing with revenge and everything about it?" I asked while stroking his chest.

"You know, I would be able to forgive you. I can forgive Jungkook either. But the only person I cannot forgive is myself." He said while watching the ceiling. I lifted my head and looked at him, confused.

"What do you mean?" I asked and stared at him to see his emotions, but he was like a piece of stone.

"I mean..." He looked at me sadly and stroked my cheek.

"That I love you more than my life." He said with a playful smile and rolled with me on the bed. Now he was hovering above me. His arms were pressed against the bed with my head between. I put my hand on his shoulders and pulled him closer.

"So what about us having third round and then we went to have dinner?" I asked with a smile while staring into his sad eyes. Taehyung didn't say anything and just leaned to me and kissed me deeply.

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I stood in the kitchen in Taehyung's shirt that covered my thighs enough and prepared dinner for me and my husband. It was already night so there was no staff around that would disturb me.

 When I was done, I grabbed our plates and made my way towards Taehyung's bedroom. I was almost there when I stopped between Taehyung's door and dropped both plates on the ground.

"Tae! What are you doing!?" I yelled when I saw how Taehyung was sitting on a balcony railing.

"Tae, please. Don't do this." I pleaded as I slowly approached him. Tears began spontaneously roll from my eyes.

"I can't live like this, Jin. I don't want to." He said seriously, without a single sign of fear or any other emotion.

"You said yourself that you love me more than your life. If you don't want to live for yourself, live for me." I said weakly as I was only a few steps away from him.

"How can I live for you when there is no one who would live for me. No one who would love me..."

"I love you, Taehyung!" I cut him off with a loud cry.

"You don't love me the same way you love Jungkook. Or the same way I love you!" Taehyung added with anger in his voice.

"But..."

"I am so alone! For years! I don't want to live like this anymore." Taehyung said and wiped tears that escaped from his eyes. I stood between the door of the balcony and stared at Taehyung with already swollen eyes from crying.

"Thank you, Jin. At least for the few beautiful memories that have been created thanks to you." 

"Tae...TAE!" I yelled when Taehuyng jumped. With tears on my cheeks, I ran to the balcony railing and looked down.

"No..." I cried and covered my mouth with my hand when I saw a dead body on the stone floor under the balcony.

"No, no, no, no..." I repeated while I was running downstairs to the main door. When I got outside the castle, I ran straight towards the body of my husband.

"Tae, what have you done?" I cried when I lifted his head and put it in my lap. Taehyung opened his eyes and looked at me weakly.

"Tae, you are alive!" I cried happily and kissed him on the lips. But then he coughed and I saw blood. The height from the balcony was not enough for a quick death but was enough for a slow and painful one. My tears welled up again when I realized it.