The Frantastic Ways To Love (A Connor Franta Fanfiction)

Chapter 11: Running Away from Hospital Security

Sarah (the nurse): "He's not feeling well."

Me (Chris): "What is going on?"

Sarah: "I'm sorry but, if you're not family, we can't tell you."

Me: "His family lives in Minnesota. Even if they wanted to come, it would take a while."

Sarah: "Look, I know that you guys are dating. But, I can't break the rules for you. I'm really sorry."

Me: "Will I at least be able to see him?"

Sarah: "Visiting hours are from 10:00 to 20:00. You're welcome to come here tomorrow morning."

Sarah started walking, but after a few steps looked back again. She smiled and said: "Don't worry, he's gonna be fine."

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I seriously could not understand what was going on. Connor didn't have any cancer or whatever, he was just sick. But what does that mean? Was it bad or really bad?

All that I know is that it has something to do with his heart. I was just not ready to lose him right now. Finally, after a long time, I was happy. And of course, my happiness had to be destroyed by this.

It was all too confusing. If I could I would just run into the room where Connor was, and take him out of there. But I couldn't, even if I wanted to. There were two security men in front of the doors that led to the part of the hospital where he was. And the security men looked (way more) stronger than me.

Ahh, you know what? Screw it.

I started running towards the security men and got to run past them. I opened the doors and started running as fast as I can. There were nurses, doctors and all sorts of people running after me. I was feeling confident about seeing Connor and do one of these super cheesy kind of romantic movie thing, but then I noticed, I didn't really know in which room he was staying.

Even though I felt stupid, like, really stupid, I kept on running. But I just didn't have any type of place to go. I didn't know what to do, I just kept on running like I was a part of a marathon or whatever.

After 2 minutes or 3 I got tired and just stopped. It wouldn't make any sense if I just kept on running. I looked back and noticed that almost everyone was not even there anymore. It was just Sarah.

I fell down on my knees and started crying.

Me: "Why does it have to be so hard?"

Sarah: "He's going to do just fine. He's not in danger."

Me: "I know he isn't, but I just had this perfect idea in my head of how it was going to be from now on. And it's not happening the way I imagined."

Sarah dind't know what to say. And I don't blame her. I wouldn't either.

Sarah: "We have a room for guests that want to stay longer. You'll have to pay for it, but at least you could spend the night in the hospital."

I looked over at her. She was really nice. No wonder Connor thought she was the best nurse in that hospital.

Me: "How much is the room?"

Sarah: "Come, let's talk about it and drink a coffee."

Me: "OK, thanks."

Sarah: "You know you're not really that fast, you're just lucky that most of the nurses and doctors weren't either."

I laughed.

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*10:30 AM (in the hospital)*

It was time for the visits in the hospital. The room where I spent the night was not really comfortable, but at least I could stay at the hospital.

Before I went to Connor's room I decided to go down to the hospital shop and buy him some flowers.

Sarah told me he was awake and feeling better, I just couldn't wait to see him.

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I started walking into Connor's room. It wasn't just his room, there were also other people staying there.

I heard Connor laughing, and immediatly knew that a nurse, probably Sarah, was with him. The moment I opened the curtains my smile vanished. What the hell was he doing here?

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Sorry for all the confusion today, you guys :/

For those who don't know what happened: I uploaded a new chapter and then I noticed that it was not the kind of story I wanted to follow.

You know I love you guys, and I hope you like the new chapter. :)