The Frantastic Ways To Love (A Connor Franta Fanfiction)

Chapter 9: Love Me Like You Do

P.s: I also added a song to this chapter.. If you can read with music playing then I would try it. I think it gives more feeling to the story. It's up on the media! Hope you like it! :)
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Connor looked at me. He was worried.

Me: "Don't you wanna do this? We don't have to if..."

Connor: "Of course I want."

I put myself over him (we were still with clothes on) and I started kissing his neck. He liked it. He started biting his lips, and running out of air. I had never seen him that way. I used to do that everytime I was with him, but he was always so down to earth.

He took his shirt off. He didn't have a perfectly toned six pack, but he was even sexier than one. I think that even if he looked like a sumo-fighter I'd probably be turned on. Because it was him. And I just felt that I was with the right person.

After he took his shirt off, he started to make out with me. Just like always, it felt like it was the first time. Everytime his lips touch mine, I remember about our first kiss at the Hollywood sign.

He later took my shirt off, and we continued making out.

Connor: "I love you."

I was already out of air but with him telling me that, I just couldn't breathe for a good 30 seconds.

Me: "I love you, too."

He took his black jeans off, but kept his underwear. I did the same.

He looked deep into my eyes.

Connor: "Let's go?"

Me: "Just... go easy on me. OK?"

I blushed.

Connor: "Is this your first time?"

Me: "Technically, yes."

Connor: "What do you mean with technically?"

Me: "Well, I tried it with Lily. We started but, I just couldn't go through with it. But.. it's my first time with a guy."

Connor: "Want to know a little secret?"

I was really curious so of course I said yes.

He came closer to my face and whispered in my ear: "It's my first time with a guy too."

It all felt really awkward. But we just couldn't stop it. We were in love and the scenario was perfect. Candles, background music... It was perfect.

Connor started taking off his boxers. And of course, I did the same.

Me: "So what do we have to do first?"

He laughed.

Connor: "Just kiss me. I'm sure we'll find out."

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Connor: "Does it hurt?"

Me: "It does and it doesn't."

Connor touched my face and smiled.

Connor: "If you want to stop just tell me."

Me: "I'm OK."

I was more than OK. I was in paradise. And it wasn't just because of the sex. It was because we were together, and because I got my "first time" with him. He made it special, and I was sure I was never going to forget that night.

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At the end, he just smiled and looked at me. That smile was heaven.

Connor: "I'm so in love, how did this happen?"

Me: "Don't ask me, I'm as confused as you."

Connor: "Don't leave me, stay with me forever."

Me: "I will not let go."

Connor: "I've heard that sentence before, but it doesn't always go that way. Don't tell it, show me."

Me: "OK, so I just gave you my first time, and you think that I don't wanna be with you forever? Connor, how many times do I have to say that I love you and that I don't want to let go of you. You are mine."

We started making out again. His lips, eyes and smile were my guilty pleasures (Pretty Little Liars too.)

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Connor: "What would you do if I wouldn't be here tomorrow?"

Me: "Well, you don't usually come to my room so, I probably would invite you."

He laughed.

Connor: "What I meant was, what would you do if this was my last night on earth?"

Me: "I don't know. I mean you're not going to die tonight right?"

I laughed but he was serious.

Me: "Connor, what is going on?"

Connor: "I wanted to tell you."

Me: "You wanted to tell me what?"

Connor: "I'm sick..."

Me: "And how bad is it?"

Connor: "It's not bad, I only have to go through a few more surgeries."

Tears just started streaming down my face.

Me: "I know how this ends, Connor."

I hugged him, very tight. I didn't want to say something negative.

Me: "I will not lose you."

He looked at me and said: "I know you won't."

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