I Dont Ever Wanna Lose My Best Friend (Pierce The Veil Fan Fiction)

Chapter 16: You Fuckin Man-Whore.

~Tony's P.O.V~

Last night was eh... Alyssa was the Wicked Witch Of The West. Julia explained it all to me. 

Its currently 7 o'clock at night and the sun had just gone down. The six of us were cozy in the living room of Julia's house, watching a movie on Netflix when Julia untangles herself from me and announces she'll be back and heads upstair. Everyone shakes it off but im left confused. I tried focusing back into the movie but i was concerned, Julia's been acting funny all day. I got up and went to Julias room, too see her window open. I peaked my head out it to see Julia sitting on the roof with her knees to her chest. I climb out and made my way over to her, she didnt look away from the moon she was staring at.

"Hey.." I whisped as i sat next to her.

"Hi." I barely heard as a responce.

I scooted closer to her, "You okay?" 

"Not the slightest bit."

"Wanna talk about it?" 

She sighed and looked down. "I dont know enterly whats wrong.. i-i just feel.. like i cant breathe. My hearts so fucked up and i cant take it anymore, Im tired of hurting, im tired of the pain. When does it go away?" She whispered the last part.

"Im not entierly sure, but i know that you'll be okay."

"I feel like theres always gonna be something waiting for me to fuck up again, like everyones gonna leave and ill go back to nothing." She inhaled shakily and looked up with tears in her eyes.

"Tony i cant do this anymore." She shook her head and started rocking back and forth. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her on my lap. "Dakota's replaced me with Jaime and now you guys are about to leave. She doesnt talk to me anymore unless we're at band practice or shes bored cause you guys are at a show or something..Shes not gonna wanna talk to me again, she'll just go back to treating me like everyone else..I've lost my best friend and i-i cant take it." She sobbed into my chest. 

"Of course you can, wanna know why?" She shook her head yes. "Well because im gonna be there with you. Because you're a strong, independant, beautiful woman that can get through anything with the love and support of this Turtle. You havent lost Dakota, shes just excited about Jaime.. I mean its Jaime. You definitily cant give up cause ill miss you too much." 

She sniffled and looked up at me, "Is that your way of saying not to give up because you love me?"

"I mean... yeah..." I blushed and she smiled lightly before pressing her lips against mine gently.

 She pulled away moments later, "You're the only exception."

"Im really gonna miss you when we leave tomorrow.." I stared into her eyes, trying to read them. They quickly watered up and a tear rolled down her face and she sadly smiled. 

"Im gonna miss you too, Tone." My eyes stung with tears. 

"Im gonna call and text you allll the time! We're not gonna lose contact because im out touring, ive lost too many people i care about that way.." I took her hand in mine and stood up, pulling her with me.

"Of course," She smiled again, "but i dont wanna think about anymore sad stuff." 

"Lets go finish the movie." We walked toward the window and climbed out but Julia stopped before we walked out of her room. 

"Thanks Tony." I looked at her funny.

"For what?" 

"For being there, even though you havent known me long, you make me really happy."