Chapter 53 - I did not get to say it back

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Madalyne's POV

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Madalyne's POV

"He is not at the club either," Joseph huffs and smashes his phone on the wall. I cannot stop crying since the moment I stepped out of his house. I went back to the dorm in no time when I found out the boys were here.

"Then fucking tell your fucking hacker to fucking track him!" Charlie snaps at him. Not a while ago, Lucas informed us that Xavier was seen leaving the house in rage and hasn't come back yet. The boys try to call him and I just sit here staring into the wall like a mute.

"You are forgetting that he doesn't have trackers," Joseph hisses back, causing Charlie to curse. Leo and Thomas are being treated with ice-packs as they also give everyone silent treatment. Chloe paces around while Selena applies ice to the two boys and Selena just stares outside the window.

"He is going to be okay, right?" Charlie asks in a nervous tone. Something is wrong; I feel it.

"It's all my fault.....," I whisper to myself as everyone turns their head, "It's all my fault."

"Madalyne....no....we all know whose fault it is," Chloe clenches her jaw, venomously glaring at the two injured boys.

"Madalyne, we are sorr-," Joseph starts to apologize when I stand up on my feet.

"Just find Xavier, don't talk to me. No one!" I hiss at everyone as tears after tears roll down my swollen face.

"Calm down, they-," I cut Chloe off.

"Calm down?! You want me to fucking calm down?! I just fucking witnessed a fight, and now Xavier is gone! I can't just fucking calm down!" My voice gradually rises at a rasp. The boys hold a guilty face as I take out my phone to call Xavier when the door bursts open.

"Did he call back?! We sent men all over England," Lucas says as I rush to him.

"Did you find anything?" I ask with hope.

"His car was last seen passing Milton Park," As soon as he says that I let out a deep breath, "But..."

"But what?" Joseph asks.

"The cameras couldn't track anymore, none could," My heart skips a beat.

"Then maybe he is at the park, did you check that?" I ask frantically.

Lucas looks down, sighing, "We did but he is nowhere near."

"When was it when he was last seen?" Charlie asks.

"About an hour ago," Lucas informs. He isn't taking calls or anything. Nobody knows where he is. I just want him to be safe.

'It's your fault Madalyne' My inner subconscious says. It indeed is my fault. I should have told him how much I loved him but I fucked up.

My phone starts to ring and I don't even wait a second to pick up without seeing the caller.

"Hello? Xavier? Hello?" Even though I am panicking, I ask for Xavier.

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