It Just Happened

21. Frustrated Is an Understatement

                                                                                      Lucas

To say I'm frustrated is an understatement. I'm way past frustrated, past being livid, I feel like I'm going mad fucking crazy. It's been almost three weeks since we read the letters from Kayla, and not a fucking thing has happened. We went to the cops and of course without evidence they can't do a damn thing. Also, the guys who beat me up haven't been found. So, everyone is getting away with all this shit. The worse part was going to Kayla's gravesite. It was so hard not being able to be here when all that shit went down. Jaxon and his parents were there, and I couldn't be more grateful for all they have done.

My ribs are healing fine, and the bruises have faded, but it's the scars that remain. I got cleared from the doctor to do normal activities but not too strenuous. I just can't play football until this cast is off, and then I still got to take it easy.  Of course, the first thing that went to my mind is being with Jaxon.

Jaxon...ha! That's another headache in itself lately. He has been so on edge. If he gets wound up any tighter, he might explode. You know like that creepy jack in the box toys. I never liked them...wind them up too much and they spring up when you least expect it.  That is definitely him right now. I would love to wind him up in a different way or unwind him, however you want to see it. I understand his frustrations I do, but I'm not going to let it contradict my life anymore. If my parents are involved in any of this, they are going down... like a moth to a flame. I can be patient and bide my time. I will strike when they are least fucking expect it. Now to get Jaxon to calm the fuck down, then everything will be fine.

However, my patience with my man is wearing very fucking thin at the moment. The bastard hasn't even touched me besides holding me at night and kissing me here and there. What I need is a good fuck with him and we both will feel better. I am really tired of having blue balls all the fucking time. All this shit is driving me fucking insane! I grab my dick because I'm tired of this shit. Jaxon walks in as I do so. I see his eyes linger on where my hand is.

Yeah, fucker you want it just as bad as I do.

"You know you don't have to stare. If you want it come and get it." Did I mention three weeks without sex is fucking torture. "We shouldn't Lucas you are still healing."

Yet the bastard's eyes keep going to where my dick is. Yeah, I'm still touching myself, but I've had enough of this crap. I stand up and pull my shirt off as quick as I can. The stupid fucking cast gets in my way. I probably look pretty fucking stupid right now, but do I give a fuck? No, not in the least.

My cocky son of a bitch chuckles but I see the way he is looking at my body. He licks his lips as I pull down my shorts, thank God for going commando today. I start stroking myself while staring at this stubborn ass. He moves closer to me but stops and shakes his head.

"We can't you are still healing."

"Oh, fuck that bullshit!" I throw my hands in the air. Like I said beyond fucking frustrated. "It's not. I don't want to hurt you, Lucas."

"I'M NOT FUCKING FRAGILE ASSHOLE!"

"You had surgery because of a collapsed lung. You were badly hurt Lucas!" He yells back at me.

I stop my pacing and whirl around towards him. I'm a wild beast trapped, and right now I'm ready to fucking pounce and tear shit up.

"The doctor gave me the free and clear sign." I growl into his face. "I can fuck if I want to, but apparently you don't dickwad!" I grab my shorts and put them on. I need to get out of here.

"What are you doing Lucas?"

"Getting the fuck out of here. I need to do something since my boyfriend doesn't want to fuck!" I hear the deepest growl come out of his mouth. I get to the door ready to open it when he slams it shut. I turn to look at him and he has his shirt off.

When the fuck did that happen?

"You are not going anywhere Lucas" he hisses out my name.

Fuck my dick just got harder. He pins me to the door and puts his hand to my throat and squeezes enough to get me more aroused. I moan and his eyes turn so fucking dark, my breath comes out heavier each time.

"You don't think I haven't thought about you fucking me." He says breathless in my ear, as he slides his tongue down my neck. "Or about how much I want to fuck you so hard." He thrust his body against mine and I moan again. "Every fucking day I want you. I want to be buried deep inside you, or you to fuck me so hard I scream your name."

My God I'm so hard I'm about to explode. He moves his hand down my chest to my shorts and yanks them down. He squeezes my dick and I groan from the pleasure of him touching me. My hands fumble with his shorts and pull them down and grab a hold of him. He tilts his head back and moans, licking his lips. Fuck he is undeniably hot. When he looks back at me, I can't stop staring into his eyes.

He lifts my leg onto his forearm and then slams into me. I cry out from the fucking pain and pleasure I have missed these past three weeks. He stops and stares at me. "I'm okay, "I say breathlessly. I know he was worried because of what happened. I grab his free hand put it back against my throat. "Don't you dare hold back Jaxon!" He growls at me again squeezes my throat and starts moving inside me. "Oh yes! Fuck Jaxon don't stop!" He crashes his lips onto mine as he pulls out and slams back into me. Fuck this is what I needed so desperately. He lifts me up and I wrap my arms around him as he fucks me against the door. "Don't for one second think I don't want you, Lucas." He starts fucking me faster and harder. I have to hold onto him tighter.

"Oh fuuuuuck! That's it right there. Fuck me harder Jaxon!"

He gets me off the door and he keeps fucking me as he walks to the bed. I gladly bounce on his dick the whole way there. Once he gently lays me down, he continues his torture to my body. He bends down and kisses my neck as he continues to thrust in and out of me. "This is what you do to me every fucking time." He grunts out with each thrust. He brings his lips to mine. "Don't ever fucking doubt that I want you, Lucas." He thrusts in deeper than I have ever felt before, and I cry out again. He slows his pace down as he moves in me deeper with each thrust. Fuck when he hits the right spot I cum all over our stomachs. He kisses me deeply as I feel him cum. He pulls out and lays beside me.

"Fuck I needed that." Jax chuckles as he tries to catch his breath.

"Me too."

He rolls over for a quick moment and I see his bare ass and I can't help myself. I'm fucking hard again. I rub my dick against his ass, and he moans.

"Lucassss"

Fuck I love when he hisses my name like that. I guide my dick inside him. I kiss against his neck and whisper. "My turn." I thrust deeper inside him as he hisses out my name again. "You'll never refuse me again right love." I pull out and slam back into him.

"Oh fuck!... No, I promise!"

"That's what I like to hear." I thrust harder into him. "I'm going to make you scream my name over and over again." I say as I pound harder and harder into him. All the pent-up frustration comes out of me as I fuck my man more than I have in a long time. "You're not going to be able walk straight for a fucking week."

"Oh fuck!"