nct oneshots / imagine

birthday - winwin

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(A/N: This scenario is way back 2018 so WayV isn't in the picture, huhu sorry wayzennies T_T)

"Winwin's here, y-yeah uhm Y/N I can't hear you enough-- I'll call you later, yeah?!" Johnny, on the other line trying to talk to you despite the loud music in the background.

You sighed, and just ended the call. You've been calling Winwin for the past hour, he's not answering, so you called his members.

You and Winwin have been dating for 3 years now. You were there when they debuted, until now that they're quite famous.

You sighed again, thinking about the huge difference between your relationship. The first 2 years was everything. It was beautiful and perfect. You wished nothing more. But for the last 6 months, Winwin has been.. kind of neglecting you.

You know that it's because NCT is getting so big nowadays and schedule's are almost everyday, but you can't help but to want a little bit of attention from your boyfriend.

The time's 12:47am, and as you heard, NCT was in the afterparty of SM's Halloween event. Nothing's wrong with it, its just Winwin never told you anything about it, and you're clueless that's why you were worried on why he's not answering his phone.

To be honest, you're getting used to it now. It's like you don't have a boyfriend at all. Given that Winwin never liked clingy-ness and skinship, whats worse is that you guys barely even talk. It's either you're at work, or he has a schedule.

The longest you guys talked was for 30 minutes. And that's on phone. Funny thing is, it lasted that long because you were arguing.

You smiled. Thinking how fucked up is your relationship.

You gave a huge sigh, and looked at the cake in front of you.

"Happy birthday, Y/N." You greeted yourself, before blowing the candles.

You can't help but shed a tear. You were invited by your coworkers to celebrate your birthday, but you declined, thinking that you should celebrate it with Winwin. But he's not here.

You pulled yourself together and cleaned up the food you didn't even eat. Your apartment looked so empty and sad after you cleaned up. You brought out a bottle of wine to help you sleep, but it just made you break down.

You've decided. Yes, you should.

You took a deep breath before going into deep slumber.

You woke up from your ring tone. It was ringing so loud because you slept with it beside your head. You slowly opened your eyes to see who's calling.

Dong Sicheng <3

You sighed as soon as you read the caller ID.

"Yes?" You answered.

"Honey? Hi, aren't you at work?" Winwin asked innocently, which made you even more upset.

"No they gave me a day-off." You said, hoping he would remember.

"Oh really? Why? Is it holiday today?" Still no clue, Winwin answered.

"No, actually it's my--"

"Sorry, honey, ugh I have to go to practice. I'll call you later!" With that, he ended the call.

You bit your lips. Trying not to cry this early but you failed. Your tears betrayed you.

You got dressed in a casual attire today, because you wanted to buy coffee. You went to the coffee place where Winwin always takes you back when he was a trainee.