nct oneshots / imagine

just - winwin

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fluff

Is it just me? Why do I like him this much? I mean, he rejects me all the time but, I still.. like him. Am I going insane?

You stared at Winwin across the room, talking with his friends and laughing. You had your elbows resting at the table in front of you while your chin lays on your hand, admiring his perfection.

You smiled as you stood up, holding a box of chocolate, heading towards him and his friends.

"Dude, your girl's here." You heard one of his friend says as you approached them. They all laughed and Winwin just hit the guy in the arms as he stood up to face me.

"For you, sunbae." You handed him the box of chocolate as you flashed your eyelashes, looking up on him, since he's a lot taller than you.

He smiled awkwardly, "T-thanks." and accepted the chocolates.

"Can we talk, y/n?" He added, giving you no time to answer as he pulled you by the wrist.

He stopped at the end of the hallway, while you were still smiling. He let go of your hand and sighed.

"You can't keep doing that, y/n. People will think that we're together." He stated.

"Sorry, but I like you. And this is the only way I could--"

"I don't want the people to get the wrong idea, alright?" his tone changed into more serious, making you stop talking.

Instead of saying sorry and promising to not do it again, you flashed him a faint smile.

"Just.. just let me like you. That's it. I'm not asking you to like me back, Winwin. Just let me. I know you hate the fact that I'm annoying but as long as you're single, I'm not hurting anyone." You sincerely said.

"I never said you were annoying, y/n. I just don't want people to think that you're desperate. People already talk about how they pity you, and to be honest I hate that. So please don't do things for me again." He said before turning around, and leaving you speechless.

You sighed as you took the rejection from him for the nth time. You gulped, as if your swallowing all your pride and returned to your class room.

He still doesn't have a girlfriend, y/n. It's okay, you're not ruining anything.

You thought to yourself.

You are aware on how pathetic you look like whenever you approach Winwin, but you just didn't care. You like him so much, that even looking desperate is okay with you. At least you gave your shot, before letting him go.

But coming from him tho, kinda hurts you. Coming from his mouth, that you were looking desperate, kinda stings.

As the bell rang for your lunch break, you immediately went to the cafeteria expecting Winwin to be with his friends eating lunch.

You were surprised seeing that Winwin isn't at his usual spot. You asked his friend, and they all told you that he was on the library.

Nothing out of the ordinary, since Winwin is one of those smart guys, who studies way too much. That's one of the things you liked about him. He's smart and attractive. Both making you whipped for him.

You made your way to the library with two can of soda in your hand, planning to share them with Winwin.

You were strutting around the Science and technology area where Winwin would usually find his books, when you heard whispers.

Is someone making out in here? Oh my gosh!

You silently giggled at your thoughts as you snooped around.