Memoirs Of A Real Girl

to be a woman.

5:16am july 26th 2021

How can you carry around a gun yet its a 2nd degree felony if I carry my 12" dagger around strapped to my thigh hidden under my skirt. Why does a grown man whos built like a tank get to walk around with a gun for "his protection" yet a girl half his size is concidered too much of a threat to have a dagger to protect them from the assult waiting  outside?

People are dying in my town because men like that are walking around shoving their guns too the heads of innocent bystanders and shooting them dead in the streets. Men like that are murdering people around me and yet im told to stay in my home, never go out alone and keep my $15 dollar Taser in my purse at all times for my "safety". If you think im going to be close enough to taze someone then I will be close enough to stab them. Which one do u think will be more effective?

Two weeks ago a grocery store was shot up one town over. It left multiple dead including a police officer yet they kept him alive. Last week two men were murdered execution style outside a mcdonalds not 10 minutes from my home at 11 in the morning. It wasnt even the same man who killed both victims! One of them is still walking the streets. A year ago a woman was brutally raped and murdered at the park not far from my house, she was found floating in the pond the next day and they never found the man who did it.
Where is the justice for the women you let die, cause carrying a knife is concidered a crime. How where they to protect themselves and keep themselves safe when all you gave them was a can of mace?

Everyday you hear of young woman being beaten, raped, killed! Because we are easy targets but no, if that happened to me and i killed the man who assaulted me with my dagger, suddenly hes the victim and im serving time as a fucking felon.

While we are on the subject of the government hating women,
Lets talk about how now the government is trying to take even more control over our bodies! Starting with this new abortion law they are trying to pass. You will now serve more time for having a abortion than the man who raped you and knocked you up.
It doesnt even stop with abortion. If you even have a miscarriage it is now seen as fetacide! Literal fucking murder. They made up a whole ass word to target women. Doesnt matter how it happened. Whether your body couldnt support the fetus or it was a still birth or even if that abusive man who brain washed you into thinking you love him, beat you and threw you down the stairs. You, the mother who just lost her child, is now seen in the eyes of the law, as a murderer.

Dont get me started on all the ways we could prevent ourselves from getting pregent in the first place they are restricting! This isnt even new either. If you want to get your tubes tied for any reason not only do you need to already have at the very least 2-3 children of each gender but your husband or the male you are seeing has to say you can! As a single woman you have no say over your own fucking body and it was all old white men who put these rules in place. And its old white men who are making the rules regarding our bodies in place today. No amount of feminism or "girl power" changes the fact that in the end, its men who are in charge.
I hope to god I see a day where that changes. Someone needs to break through THAT glass ceiling.