2:46pm august 4th 2021
I sexualize myself because its the only way im seen. Ive been tought to show my skin so they know my name or else i will die alone forgotten by the world.
In order to be somebody I must be admired by the nobodys who have more self worth than the girl who post bikini shots online. Her face is known and her body is known better but the moment she opens her mouth her value decreases. The moment she says a word expressing her opinions she loses the admiration of the men whos eyes are on her. Oh no this girl has a brain. Once a woman uses her platform to speak of the topics important to her she sees her followers decrease. They dont want to hear her thoughts. Her voice is annoyingly shrill from lack of use from all the years of being silent and still so the men can admire the curves of her hips and the shrinkage of her waste.
As long as your pretty is how it all started but the demands began to pile up. You must be small and keep your mouth closed and smile only when told .
You must have a thigh gap and hide the scars that were forced apon you by the gaze of a man and the demands made through out the years. Nomatter the pain, hurt and damage, you have to hide it and wipe away the make up running down your face from the tears caused by the years of build up following the orders given. Put on a pretty face and show a little skin and keep your eyes down. Dont you dare speak unless spoken to first.
Behind the screen and the photos she posts she goes to work at her 9-5 harassed by the grown man demanding she smile and do her job better while in the back her female coworker is harrassed by the male manager forcing her in a corner. That coworker of hers spoke up and was fired while she stay silent barrated by this man who she refused to give her number.
Keep your head down, keep your mouth closed, smile and walk away. If your lucky he'll go away and you wont have to see the manager. The world is not safe for woman like her or woman at all for that matter. Whether you keep your mouth closed or you keep your head high to them it doesnt matter.
Because you are a woman and he is a man. And once again you are nothing but a woman.
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