6:34 pm july 27th 2021
Today I woke up when I really didnt want to. Today I woke up and had to live and exsist when I really didnt want to.
I havent woken up feeling like this in a very long time and its disheartening feeling like this after so many years. Yet I pushed on and I was there for someone feeling Exsactly how i felt today, I know ive woken up like this before and ive survived too many days wanting to die, he hasnt. This is new for him. Some days you have to wake up and your biggest propriety is to simply survive the day and others you gotta make sure someone else survivesas well. today was a mix of the two and tomorrow, when we both wake up , today will be the biggest success. I cant wait for tomorrow when neither of us feel this why anymore and he will know the next time he wakes up like this that he can survive and asking for a little help is not a weakness and he can survive the race against time.
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