His Girl

Im Sorry

Chapted Six

Tom's POV

The past few days have gone by really slowly, mostly because I haven't got a chance to speak to Beau since that incident.

It was as if he was trying to avoid me. I knew I said that I wanted to avoid him but I couldn't do it. I've decided to give us a chance after thinking for a long time over the weekend.

I guess my plan backfired. Now he's the one who's avoiding me.

"Tom, are you alright?" Lexie's face had 'concerned' written all over it.

I nodded. I didn't feel like talking to anybody right now but Beau.

"This isn't about Beau, is it?" Lexie narrowed her eyebrows.

There was no way I was gonna lie to Lexie because she could get real scary if she found out that I was lying.

"Y..yes.. It is.." I whispered, my voice cracking.

I never liked showing my weak side in front of people. Beau was the only one who made the walls around me crash down. He gave me false hope and just left me here dying all by myself. He made me weak.

Tears started to well up in my eyes with the thought of Beau.

"Stop crying Tom, it's okay I'm here." Lexie cooed rubbing my back softly.

I started to feel really tired as I wrapped my arms around my pillow.

"Get some sleep Tom, text me if you need me. Bye." Lexie said as I closed my eyes.

I opened my eyes once Lexie was gone. I glanced at the picture of Beau and I on the wall. We looked really happy together. Lexie once told me that Beau has never ever given a girl this much attention before. I felt special for some reason.

I turned to face the spot where Beau and I stood when we shared our kiss. That moment was beyond magical and anything that I've experienced. It was like our lips were made for each other.

I shook my head trying to get that out of my mind. I shouldn't even fall for Beau in the first place. Why did I even get myself into this mess?

He was just another heart breaker.

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Beau's POV

I punched the bag again. Sweat was dripping off my wet hair. I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked terrible.

I've been trying to avoid Tom all week and it was killing me. She looked really sad all week and I wanted to just run up to her and give her a hug and apologize a million times.

Why did I even avoid her in the first place? Why did I not think of giving us a try?

I punched the bag harder this time causing it to swing around violently.

I was not going to let this continue, it was gonna stop.

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Tom's POV

My phone vibrated, waking up me up from my nap. I groaned before reaching for it.

Beau Brooks: Tom, I'm sorry. Forgive me please?

My heart said yes but my mind said no. Yes, I loved Beau and I wanted to forgive him so much but if I was gonna forgive him every time he does something stupid , he was gonna do it again.

Tom Ciara: What are you sorry for?

Then I heard a knock at my window.

I walked over to my balcony slowly and Beau was standing there wearing a jersey and shorts. He looked like he has been exercising or something.

He didn't have a playful smirk on his face. His lips were pressed into a thin line. His eyes were filled with sadness and sincerity.

No words could describe how much I wanted to hug him and tell him that I forgive him. But no, the stubborn side of me didn't allow me to do that.

I opened the door and stood beside my table, crossing my arms.

Beau moved closer, resting his arm on my shoulder lightly. I forgot how much every little thing he did affected me.

Immediately, I could feel myself calming down.

"Tom.. I'm .. I'm sorry." Beau spoke suddenly, after a few minutes.

"What? What are you sorry for? I don't know what you're talking about?" I asked him, raising my eyebrows, giving him a smirk.

"Um, are you alright Tom?" Beau asked me, confused.

"Yeah I'm totally fine. What about you?" I shrugged my shoulders.

Okay so I was just gonna act like I didn't know what was going on because I didn't want to go through all the awkward apologizing thing.

Beau smiled. A real smile. ( Picture at the side )

"You're a weird girl, Tom." Beau said.

"I know, you just gotta take a whole lot of time to figure me out." I said while giving him a wink.

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Here's Chapter 6 (: School's starting to get really busy for me. Vote/comment, tell me what you think.

-Cass xo