His Girl

Avoiding

Chapter Five

Beau's POV

Wow.. That kiss was perfect. That was actually the first time I've ever kissed someone so in other words, Tom took my first kiss.

I can't believe I actually initiated the kiss. I was usually too shy to do these sort of stuff. That was probably the reason why I have never dated anyone before.

With Tom, it was just different. I felt like I could be me whenever I was with her.

Everyone at school thought that I was a player but they were so wrong. It just added up to my bad boy image because bad boys were supposed to be players too I guess.

I think.. I think I could be falling for Tom.

No, I can't be in love with her! It's just because of my hormones I am sure.

I was sitting on my bed now thinking so hard about whether I was in love with Tom. I had crushes yes, but I don't know if it was love for Tom.

I mean this wasn't even normal! I have been thinking about her 24/7 since the day I started sitting beside her in Biology.

There was just something special about her which leaves me begging for more.

She's beautiful and she has got everything that I was looking for. She was like a cute kitten whenever she was angry.

Ever since the day I heard Misty making fun of her name, I felt like it was my duty to protect her, to make sure that she didn't get hurt anymore.

When I found out I was sitting beside her in Biology, I couldn't be happier.

But I guess I would have to stay away from her from now on. She would only end up getting hurt if she was with me.

She deserved someone better. Someone that's not me.

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Tom's POV

I touched my lips. It was like a dream. The kiss was sweet and it was just like our lips were made for each other! 

I took out the picture I had taken with Beau a week ago at the movie theatre. We both looked really happy together.

I think I was actually in love with him. Sure, he's a jerk at times but he has got a sweet side too.

After my previous relationship, I didn't think I would want to get into another relationship.. because all boys were the same.

*flashback*

"No please! I love you!" I screamed helplessly.

"Just let me go, Tom. We're over." Nicholas shouted, ripping my hands off his.

I fell to the ground. I felt so weak. I didn't have a reason to live anymore. I blinked through my tears, watching Nicholas walking away with another girl.

-end of flashback-

I shook my head trying to get that horrible memory out of my head.

Nicholas was my ex-boyfriend and I've dated him for 6 months. He has cheated on me a couple of times but I loved him too much to let him go. 

He would push me away and then he would pull me back. Yeah call me stupid but love makes you do really stupid stuff you would never expect yourself to do.

I think I would have to stay away from Beau from now on..

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Sorry this chapter is really boring. I've been really tired because of school so yeah :/ 

-Cass <3