FREAKS (mikasa)

63. admit that it hurts you

𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐒

1:28 AM

YOUR NEW APARTMENT

the rest of that night you stayed in your room. why did he try to kiss you if he knew you weren't on the table? you felt like it was your fault that you gave him the impression you liked him.

even though you didn't, you always brought up mikasa and reminded him you weren't single. you knew you never gave him that impression, but you felt terrible. you started to rethink all your interactions with him. you realized how not that great of a friend he was.

he was a walking red flag and i was too stupid to notice...

you felt like you had to blame yourself for it in someway despite the fact you literally had no idea about his drinking issues prior to this morning...

you promised mikasa you'd call before you'd go to bed but you couldn't bring yourself to call. you didn't want to tell her loren tried to make his move on you.

she'd probably be mad at me

and if i told her what if she doesn't believe me that i genuinely didn't know

you felt stressed. not even 24 hours in new york and you already got into some shit. you felt like you stood your ground, it just upset you that someone you thought of as your friend would try to disrespect you and and your relationship like that.

everyone is clearly not who they say they are...

"y/n...." you heard rina's voice on the other side of the door.

"yes?" a smile formed on your face

"can we come in?"

"yes you can." you laughed, the door opened

"i'm so sorry about him, i called security on him so he's taken care of." giselle explained, she leaned against your door frame while corinna came and sat next to you on your bed.

"thank you, truly. i have no idea what would've happened to me if you guys weren't here." you said

"of course, you're family now." corinna pulled you into a quick hug

"so where did you meet this freak?" giselle started her questioning

"in vegas actually, i was on vacation and i went to a museum and we met there."

the room went dead silent hearing that. you felt like everyone was judging you and they rightfully were, who the hell makes friends with someone from a museum?

"girl what-." corinna frowned "you're better than this."

"what? we got along fast." you defended your thought process at the time.

"okay so that's it or is there more to this?" giselle wanted more answers

"and after we met we went on a double date the next day..."

"i'm sorry but what the hell is wrong with you." corinna blinked with confusion.

"yeah seriously, like did your parents not teach you about not talking to strangers? did you even know about how unstable he is?" giselle wondered