FREAKS (mikasa)

53. i am just a freak

w// religion and homophobia

hope y'all are excited 🙌🏽

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THURSDAY 9:42 AM

YOUR HOUSE

sitting on the couch of your living room with mikasa you wanted to throw up. your parents stood around and questioned you guys for some time, mostly just your m*ther and gr*sha.

the sunlight from outside shined into the room from the windows.

you stared down at the floor trying not to cry while mikasa just stared blankly at the windows.

"mikasa im talking to you! answer me when i'm speaking to you." grisha yelled. she continued to ignore him, biting the inside of her cheek as if that would stop a tear from rolling down her face.

"i just don't know what i should even say." your mom shook her head in disappointment

"you don't even have to say anything, it's not your life!" you cried "this is so stupid."

"no! it's not stupid! we're trying to help you. i loved you-."

"we get it okay, you don't love us anymore." mikasa finally spoke for the first time since everyone got here

"mikasa!" grisha scolded

"so you guys get to invalidate our existence but i can't tell her to stop repeating the same thing? make that make sense?" she argued with him.

carla had gone outside to talk to her sister on the phone about going back to mexico to visit their mother. she didn't want to be in the room hearing them rip apart her daughter, but she was too pussy to go up against either of them. so she was just as bad.

"so explain to me...why would you disobey me like this! huh?" your mom got in your face

"i don't even understand why i have to explain myself to you. let's be honest you can't stand that this is none of your business so you're inserting yourself in it!" you yelled at your mom, your hands pushed her back so she'd get out your face.

"you just love the attention dont you? you're dying for it, huh? like the little attention seeking slut you are." you cursed at her

everyone in the room turned to you with widened eyes. you couldnt even believe you said that. your mother gasped with shock and anger.

"how DARE YOU. YOU LITTLE BITCH." she came at you but you stood up off the couch, you were just about ready to kill her.

"okay okay that's enough." grisha tried to calm you both down

mikasa put her hands on your shoulders to sit you back down on the couch. she wrapped her arm around you and shushed you to get you to chill out.

"you're lucky your little girlfriend is here to save your ass, i would've had you on a stretcher." your mother hissed. you remained silent but stared into her with dead eyes.

"can we please just talk like civil people, please? can we do that?" grisha said to you and your mother

"fine." your mom exhaled, they both turned to you expecting you to agree. you shook your head with the same dead expression.

"now, i know you both are young and think you know what love is, but this isn't it. and i know you may think it feels right but really dig deep in yourselves, does it really feel right?"