I've been here before. - Lyrikbuch

Human

I may not be in immediate danger

But there were moments where I enjoyed to bleed

Not as a woman but as a failure

'Cause in these moments that was all I could see

.

My life seems perfect to the surface

There is so much nobody can see

My mind is full of demons

And I have nowhere to flee

.

I was always self-destructive

But now I see

I was always trying too hard

To be a better me

.

I have to stop short

I have to stop running

'Cause the person I see

This isn't me

.

It's only a dream

I have to stop trying

'Cause what  I see

Is an invincible beast

.

But I am human at least.