I've been here before. - Lyrikbuch

Fighter's Heart

From bed to chair, from chair to bed 

But there's this constant fog inside my head

I'm frozen and feeling less

.

And nothing, never, can cheer me up

No funny pictures, not my steaming mug

I'm too frozen, drowning in emptiness

.

And they tell me that I'm alright

Have they ever cared for my tainted soul?

How can this mean, everything's alright,

When I'm struggling so hard for control?

.

And all these thoughts in my mind

Try to break me, try to break me down again

They play me, day and night

Make me think that I can never win

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I'm hot and cold, up and down

And I think that I might drown

But I'm just frozen and feeling less

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I try to cry but fail with fear

Because it seems that I can't shed a tear

They're frozen, while I'm drowning in emptiness

.

And they tell me that I'm alright

Have they ever cared for my tainted soul?

How can this mean, everything's alright,

When I'm struggling so hard for control?

.

And all these thoughts in my mind

Try to break me, try to break me down again

They play me, day and night

Make me think that I can never win

.

But I have a fighter's heart

And it has always kept me alive

When my soul was cold and dark

And there was no reason for life.