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Niara's Pov

I wake up and realize i'm in a different room.

I look down too see Zach asleep with his head on my stomach and his arms wrapped around my torso. I know what you are thinking, but no Zach and I are just friends. I stayed with him last night because he was so upset and crying for the whole night.

I didn't want to get up, as it would wake Zach and he needed to sleep. So i just turned his tv on and watched teen wolf.

About 15 minutes later the door burst open waking Zach up. I looked up to see Gabbie standing there.

"Gabbie why did you do that he was sleeping" I asked quietly.

"Why is Gabbie standing in my room" Zach said rubbing his eyes.

"Niara who do you think you are? Ruining Zach and Kay's relationship? First i find you cuddled up to Corbyn then you make Kay cry and now your sleeping with Zach? I don't even know why i brought you here. Why can't you just be nice to everyone and not lead some people on and start drama". Gabbie practically shouted.

I stood up and walked over to Gabbie.

"Gabbie what the actual fuck. Kay started on me. I did not ruin the relationship. And Zach and I are not sleeping together, we are best friends. Plus before Kay even came over Zach was planning on breaking up with her"

"Yeah Gabbie she's right-" Zach started but Gabbie cut him off.

"I'll get to you in a minute Zach for now just zip it" She pointed at him.

"Then get out of my room?" Zach said with his face in his pillow. I couldn't help but laugh when Zach said that. He's so sleepy he can barely get his words out.

"Fine Niara in the hall now" She said walking out. Who pissed in her cornflakes? Why is she so mad.

"Gab calm down i haven't done anything wrong"

"Niara Kay is one of my best friends. I'm obviously gonna stand up for her" Gabbie said crossly.

"Yeah Gabbie and i'm your sister. Shouldn't you be protecting me?" I asked.

"This just isn't working. We are going back to hawaii tomorrow. Why do you ruin everything for me?" Gabbie said walking away from me.

Gabbie and I argue like sisters but never like this. I'm genuinely so confused on why she's so angry with me. I think she's being ridiculous.

I went in to my room to start packing my things when i heard a knock on my door.

"Gabbie if your gonna shout at me again then leave me the fuck alone" i called.

"It's not Gabbie". Corbyn said walking in.

"I heard you and Gabbie arguing. Are you okay what happened?" He asked sitting on my bed.

"She thinks that i'm not only sleeping with you, but sleeping with Zach as well. Oh and she thinks Zay's big breakup is my fault. I'm leaving tomorrow" I said  still packing.

"Hey Ni come here for a minute" he said patting the bed beside him. I walked over and I sat down beside him. He pulled my into his side with his arm around my shoulder.

"It's okay. You can come back anytime you want. Maybe next time Jack flies over to see Lav i can go with him. I'll bring Zach too" He said.

I started to cry but i quickly wiped them away and
got out of his grasp to walk into the bathroom so he wouldn't see me cry.

"Niara it's ok to be sad. You don't have to hide it" He said walking towards me.

"Gabbie is so mad at me Corbyn and I don't even know why. And i'm gonna miss you and Zach so much. I don't have many friends in Hawaii because i'm not into the stuff over there like surfing. I only have Gabbie. But she's mad at me so what am i supposed to do now". i said tears now streaming down my face.

I'm not crying for attention or anything i don't even know why i am crying. It just feels like i've known the boys for years. We get on so well and i don't have anything like that in Hawaii. And i can't deal with when Gabbie is mad at me. I love her so much.

"C'mon let's take your mind off it. Why don't you show me your songs?" He asked.

"Corbynnnnn no" I responded smiling.

"Please just one song" He begged.

"Fine" I got up and got my songbook out of my dresser. I just gave him the book and let him pick which one he likes.

"Niara these are amazing. Like seriously good" He said amazed.

"This one is so good Ni" i went over to see which one he was pointing at. It was one i wrote after he breakup.

"Can you sing it for me? I wanna know how it goes". He asked. He looked so interested. It made me so happy to see that someone actually wants to hear my songs.

"Yeah i guess i can". This was gonna be a hard one to sing without all the memories coming back.  But i sang it anyway. For Corbyn.

So it goes, my summer rose is cut and thrown away
Petals fall and you don't call for days and days and days
You say, you say it's not my fault
You say nothing at all
Can you see my hands shake?
Heart is now an earthquake
I'm left alone to tear myself apart
You make it look so easy, turn around and leave me
I'm left alone to tear myself apart
To tear myself apart

I only sang the first part because the rest of the song was just a rough draft. This was always one of the better songs i wrote.

I looked at Corbyn to see his reaction. He sat there with his eyes and mouth wide open.

"So whatcha think?" I asked.

"I'm speechless. You are so unbelievably talented Niara" It felt so good to hear someone say that.

"Nah your the singer here remember" i said hitting his shoulder laughing.

"Niara i'm serious. Would you be interested in singing as a profession? I know you only have a few songs but if you get back into song writing i could help you post videos online". No one has ever seemed so interested in me.

"I mean maybe i'm not sure" I had never thought about singing for anyone other than Lav. I sing to her all the time, she's my number 1 fan.

"Think about it. Like actually think about it, i'd be so happy to help you build a career in singing". He said hugging me.

A/N
what do y'all think of me making Niara a singer? That was always my goal for this story; hence why she is played by Tate McRae :)))