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Corbyn's Pov

We are currently in Illinois, Chicago rehearsing for our concert tonight.

I miss my girl, so fucking much. Don't get me wrong, being on stage again is so good but i just want her here. With me. In my arms.

"Corbyn come on we have to rehearse" Zach said pulling me up.

"Zach fuck off"

"Corbyn why are you being so moody all the time" Jack asked.

"I literally just made Niara my girlfriend. I want to be with her, and spend all my time with here. I don't even fucking want to be here"

"Corbyn stop being dramatic we all have girlfriends we miss. Except Zach" Daniel complained.

"Corb just get up we literally have to rehearse stop feeling sorry for yourself" Daniel added.

"If you don't shut the fuck up Daniel i-"

"What. What are you gonna do Corbyn?"

I quickly stood up, and walked over to him. But i stopped myself.

"Fuck this and fuck you" I said before storming out. I didn't mean that but they just need to get off my back. I just need some time.

I ran outside and just started walking, before i knew it i was lost in some park. I decided to facetime Niara. She picked up after 2 rings.

"Hey sexy" She said.

"Uh hey baby i'm kind of lost right now"

"What do you mean your lost" she laughed.

"I'm in the middle of Illinois on my own"

"Where are the boys?" She asked, suspicious.

"Uh back rehearsing"

"Last time i checked, you guys all rehearse together. What happened?"

"Fine. They were giving out to me because i refused to rehearse because i dont wanna be here. I wanna go home to you"

"Corbyn you know i miss you so much but you have to be happy. At least for the limelight's. I'll still be right here when you get back in two weeks"

"Ugh whatever i just want to kiss you"

"I know baby but you need to go back to the boys"

"Nope. Not happening. They have to come looking for me" I said stubbornly.

"Corbyn why are you so petty and dramatic" She laughed.

"I don't know but that's just how i'm wired and it's not changing"

"Mkay well if you need me i'm a phone call away"

"Bye pretty girl"

I should probably try find my way back but i'll end up getting more lost. As i got up to start walking back i saw Zach running over to me.

"Dude you scared us" He said panting.

"Sorry i just needed some air and to talk to Ni"

"It's fine i get it man, but Daniel doesn't. He thinks your being so selfish" Zach said quietly.

Of course i love Daniel, but he always seems to have a problem with me or Niara. I have no idea why but it's so annoying.

"Daniel always has a bone to pick with me for some reason so i don't care let's just go back"

It took Zach and i about 10 minutes to walk back. He always understands whenever i'm upset or don't wanna do anything because i miss her. I think it's because he misses her just as much.