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Niara's Pov

I've been in Hawaii for almost two weeks now, and i just woke up and threw up for the 3rd time this week.

Corbyn and I have been doing the long distance so well, but i miss him so much. He's distracting himself with work, they are working on new music so are very busy anyway.

I was sitting on the bathroom floor clutching my stomach when Gabbie barged in.

"Niara you just threw up again?" She asked crossing her arms.

"I'm telling you it's the food we are eating"

She raised an eyebrow and gave me a 'i don't think so' look.

"Look i didn't want to mention it but i think it's gotten to a point where someone has to say it. Is there any chance you could be pregnant?"

Oh my god. Why did that thought never even cross my mind? No i'm not pregnant. Surely i'm not pregnant?

"Gabbie stop with your bullshit just because you got pregnant at a young age doesn't mean i will"

Yeah i immediately regretted saying that. She walked out and closed the door after her.

I got up and brushed my teeth and felt better. As i was brushing my hair, Gabbie came back into my room.

"I'm gonna let what you said slide because i think you might need this" She handed me an un used pregnancy test.

Before talking it, i just looked at her for a second. What if i am pregnant?

I took it from her hand and went to the bathroom. I read the instructions on the back and did what i had to do.

After using it, i walked back out with it and left it on my desk.

Now we wait for the results.

Corbyn's Pov

I miss Ni so so much, but i'm so busy so it's distracting. Today is our day off and i'm missing her a little extra today.

I decided to call her, but i got no answer.

Maybe she's busy?

"Hey man how you doing?" I asked walking into Zach's room.

"Yeah i'm okay, i miss Niara a lot. Not as much as you do i'm guessing"

"Bro i can't even put it into words. I never thought missing someone could cause me physical pain, but i'm literally hurting inside" I said, amazed at my own words.

"Is she getting any new music out? Her music video is on 13 million views she's gaining followers like crazy" Zach asked.

"I know she's literally gonna pass me out in followers " i laughed.

"Dude if she passes me out i'm followers i swear to god" Zach replied.

"Honestly i don't even care if she passes me out. She deserves it. I'm so proud of her"

"Your whipped"

"Well yeah we knew that since the day i met her?" i said in a 'duh' tone.

Zach just laughed.

I went back into my room to change my sweatshirt when Niara facetimed me.

I quickly answered and stood my phone up against my desk.

"Hey baby girl"

"Uh hi"

Oh. Normally she gets so excited when i call her that. I wonder if she's ok?

"Hey are you alright?" I asked, worried.

"No not- well yeah actually i guess i'm fine"

That didn't sound convincing at all.

"Niara baby your a singer not an actress. What's up?"

"Corbyn i don't know what to do" She started crying. Not just once tear, like a lot of tears. She just broke down.

"Baby what's wrong you can talk to me?" I said, picking up my phone.

"Corbyn i don't even know how to tell you"

That doesn't sound good.

"Unless you cheated on me then there is nothing you could say that could ever make me dislike you" I laughed, trying to reassure her.

"Corbyn i-"

"Niara take a deep breath your gonna be just fine" I said seeing her hands start to shake and her breathing became more difficult.

She tried to get her words out but couldn't. She's having a panic attack.

"Niara look at me, focus on the sound of my voice. You are safe and i love you so much"

That didn't work. Normally that works every time.

"Shit" I replied, quickly pausing the facetime to text Gabbie. I sent her 10 separate messages telling her to go to Niara's room.

I heard Gabbie walk in as Niara was still shaking and crying.

"Shit shit shit Ni it's ok i promise i can get you through this you know i can" Gabbie ran in and sat beside her.

Wait, get her through what?

"Gabbie what's happening?" I shouted through the phone.

"She's having a panic attack um- i can't tell you why but she will soon"

What's that supposed to mean?

I saw Niara start to steady her breath.

"That's it baby deep breaths" I said, still trying to help her through the phone.

Eventually she stopped her shaking and was able to breath normally again. But she was still crying.

"Ok im gonna let you two talk, Niara i'll be right downstairs okay?" Gabbie added, standing up.

"Yeah love you"

Niara walked over to her phone and looked at me. I looked back at her with a worried and confused expression.

"Niara please explain to me what's going on?"

"Promise me you won't leave me"

What the fuck?

"Niara i promise, i love you more than anything in this world"

"I'm pregnant"

A/N
short chapter. but a lot of shit went down
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