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Niara's Pov

After we got home from the beach, Corbyn brought me straight up to his room.

"Niara tell me the truth what's up?" He said putting my hair behind my ear as we sat on his bed.

"Before you jump to conclusions, saying yes to being your girlfriend was the best decision of my life and i'm the happiest girl ever right now because of it, but it made me realize that your leaving tonight. I don't know if i've told you this but i get really attached to people. Gabbie knows that, and she always tells me i need to try not get so attached but i've never been more attached to anyone then i am to you right now"

"Ni it's been killing me, the thought of leaving you here. I'm so obsessed with you i can barely go an hour without talking to you. I promise we are gonna facetime everyday and text all the time ok?"

"Ok" i said quietly. He leaned in a kissed me. Just a quick, cute kiss.

After about an hour of helping Corbyn pack his bag for tour, i decided to go find Gabbie.

I knocked on Jack's door, before walking in to see them cuddling on his bed.

"Hey chick what's up?" Gabbie asked smiling.

"Corb isn't even gone yet and i wanna cry"

"Awh baby come here" She motioned for me to sit on the bed, so i did, cuddling into Gabbie's chest.

"How am i gonna be ok without him, and without you and without Lav- god i haven't seen Lav in so long i miss her so fucking much"

"Niara you could always come back with me for a while you know"

"Gab i wish i could. Nicola wants me to stay and work on my music. I have a lot of upcoming interviews and meetings coming up"

"Oh actually i forgot to show you this when i got here" She said taking out her phone.

She pressed play on a video of Lavender.

Lav was sitting on Gabbie's lap, crying.

'Where Rira?"

'I want Rira'

As soon as i even saw her face i began to cry. I haven't spent this much time away from her since she was born.

"Gabbie why did you show me that" I said now uncontrollably crying.

Jack and Gabbie started to laugh a bit.

"This isn't funny" i said with mascara running down my cheeks.

"Ni you'll get to see her soon i promise" Gabbie chuckled.

"She's literally my best friend" i cried.

"Niara shes 2 years old" Jack said now laughing a lot.

"Fuck off Jack i miss my favorite niece"

"Your only niece"

"JACK JUST LEAVE FOR TOUR ALREADY"
i shouted, literally barely able to talk from crying.

At this point Gabbie and Jack were holding their stomachs from laughing so hard. Jack knew i didn't mean it.

"Thank you for making my day even worse" i said getting up and walking out.

I walked straight into Zach's room. He was sitting on his bed playing sims.

"Hey you whats wrong?" He asked worried.

"I miss Lav and I'm gonna miss you and Corbyn and Gabbie"

"Aw it's ok" Zach said now hugging me.

"No it's not this is like my 5th time crying in the last 24 hours i need to get a grip"

"Niara it's okay to be sad. I'm gonna miss you so much but i promise to call you and text you"

"I haven't even spent that much time with you Zach i've been working and with Corbyn all the time i'm so sorry"

"Don't worry about it cutie you know i love you"

"Is it still ok for you to call me cutie now that i have a boyfriend?" i asked.

"It's only Corbyn it's fine".

I can always count on Zach to make me laugh when i'm sad. Ugh i'm gonna miss him too much. I have to many people to miss.

"We have to leave in an hour and i'm still not packed" Zach laughed.

"God i'll leave you too it"

I walked downstairs to find Corbyn and Daniel, laughing at whatever they were talking about.

"There's my girl" Corbyn said in a high pitched voice.

"Niara you look dead" Daniel laughed.

"I just cried like buckets of tears"

"Girl control your emotions you cried so much today" Corbyn said walking over and hugging me.

"No today is so emotional. My boyfriend is leaving, my sister is leaving, my best friends are leaving and oh i guess i'll kinda miss seeing seavey around"
i said sarcastically.

"Ha ha fuck you bitch" Daniel said, flipping me off.

"Ayo calm down guys" Corbyn laughed.

After trying to forget they were leaving, it was finally time for them to go.

Tate, Franny and Niara were all standing at the front door, clung onto their boyfriends.

"I've never done this whole tour thing before" Franny complained.

"Me either babe" i replied.

"I've done it loads but it doesn't hurt any less" Tate added.

"Guys we've got to go" Jack said walking to the car.

"No Niara stop don't get emotional again" Corbyn chuckled as he saw Niara's eyes water up.

"I'm not" She said, trying her best to hold back tears.

"God i hate you" Corbyn said, now wiping his tears.

He threw his arms around me, and hugged me so tight.

"Have fun on tour i guess"

"Your gonna be just fine baby ok? i'll text you when i land" He said kissing my lips.

Little did he know, she wouldn't be ok.

A/N
sorry this is a shit chapter and a short filler chapter
and unedited oops