Turning Back(Sequel to: Turned Upside Down)

My first letter

Dear Amy.
Today is the first day since you went to the hospital...I cried all of last night. I didn't go to school today but I am tommorrow...Chris is in jail...well a mental hospital/jail (he went crazy). He was screaming that he wanted me dead.

Anyway! I have called my parents but they won't be home for a week. A. Whole. Damn. Week. Can you believe it!? The love of my life is in a coma(hopefully not for long) and they won't be home.
It's going to be really hard without you but I think i'll manage. I have hope that you will wake up, with just a scar to show what you've been through, and that scar...when people see it they will know that you're a fighter. So...ummm...today I waited with you until your mum came back from your house. By the way...she's been constantly crying, even without lots of tears just one might slip out. I got some food while I waited, when your mum came back she told me to go home and get some rest because she found me asleep with my head on your bed. I really wanted to stay but your mum insisted that I needed to sleep and that she would call if something happens. I then just went home and had dinner but I haven't been sleeping...I actually threw up because I was crying too much. I think I could have some type of emotional sickness. I can still see that knife flying towards me...I can still see you jumping in front of it.
I hope you like my letters, you will get one daily...well whenever I write. I'm not all that good at them but I'll try to keep it up!
Ps. I know the letter isn't in order but I'll try to get it right tomorrow. Love you!
Love Jackson. 

I finish the letter and fold it into an envelope then sit into the box I got for the letters. I get into the shower and slowly inch down the shower walls and sit down. I let the now hot water run over my body, tears run down my cheeks. Amy, Amy, Amy...please wake up. I have hope but I don't know how long that will last.