The smile that left your eyes

Part 18

Namjoon POV:

It was 1.00 when I reached where Jimin is, a bar. I crossed all those drunk people and finally found him laying on the table.

He looked so vulnerable, his eyes were puffy and his nose was red. He's crying a lot. His silent sobs made my heart broke.

"Jimin" I laid my hand on his shoulder to gain his attention.

He shot up his head from the table looking at me.

"Hyung" he whispered. He wasn't able to utter a word.

"Why are you here?" I asked him.

"Don't you know?" He asked me back.

"Speak out Jimin. Talk to me" I rubbed his back.

"There's nothing to talk about Hyung. She...she" he closed his eyes to control his sob.

"She chose Taehyung over you" I completed his sentence and his bloodshot eyes looked at me.

"How could she Hyung?" He asked me.

Even I don't know how did she say that she needs some time to think. Does she really...

"Jimin, she didn't accept him yet. She asked for some time" I tried to console him.

"It means that she wanted to accept him, isn't it?" He chugged the soju shot in one go.

True, anyone would think that she almost said yes.

"How could she? I didn't do anything" he banged the table.

"I'm not a cheater Hyung. I did nothing" he said again clutching his hair with his hands.

"Calm down Jimin" was all I could say.

Even if I'm a therapist, there's nothing I could do right now. He needs some time and space. And the most, he needs someone to talk out.

"No, I can't. She pushed me away when I've done nothing. I know we had some misunderstandings but she could've asked me. At least she could've waited for me to explain. But no, she went away and never tried to contact me" he cried.

I was speechless.

"I lost my cousin. The one whom I loved the most after my parents. And let me tell you that even y/n know my cousin is more to me than her" he stated.

"Y/n was not there for me when I needed her the most. Who's on the wrong side here? Me or her?" He asked me.

"She didn't do this knowing, she misunderstood you" I explained to him.

"And was that my fault?" He yelled.

His emotions weren't under his control. After all, he's drunk and depressed.

"No," I said.

"Why is this always happening to me? I lost my cousin, I lost my love. And when I'm trying to fight for her and get back to her, she's pushing me without knowing anything" he yelled.

"She came to know the truth today," I said to him. His eyes widened as he looked at me.

"Yes, That Beomgyu told her everything" I added.

"Wh-where is she?" He looked so worried.

"She's in my house. Don't worry, she's fine" I patted his shoulder.