KARMA (August Alsina)

The Decision{15}

⚠• If you are not Pro-Choice then I advise you not to continue reading•⚠

Natasha's POV

(The next session)

"Natasha, good to see you."

"Hi."

"How are you? Are things better for you?"

"Better than before yes."

"Good. I believe I had an assignment for you, how'd it go?"

"Well, I didn't get a chance to go to the gr-"

"Natasha I thought we had an understanding." She cut me off.

I felt my temper rise and the chrome tech-nine in my Michael Kors purse was screaming my name. I had to remind myself that Dr.Karr had no fucking clue who she was talking to. I took a deep breath then smiled before speaking.

"We do. I wanted you to know that I decided not to keep the baby and I already have 2 signatures for the abortion. I would feel more comfortable visiting my Grandmother's grave once I'm out of surgery and healed."

She took off her glasses and there was a comfortable silence.

"That's fair. What made you decide to terminate the pregnancy?"

"I can never love this baby. I have too much hate for it. At times I'm fascinated by something growing inside of me. Something that's apart of me. But that something wasn't chosen by me, it was forced on me."

"Wow. You've chosen your words perfectly. Why do you want to do this before you see your Grandmother?"

"I don't feel comfortable going like this. She's resting in peace and I don't want to disrespect her or disturb her peace with my negative, hateful feelings."

"You seem more relaxed, why is that?"

"I had time to myself to think. I've been out of character by the whole rape incident, but now I'm back and I know what I need to do."

She nodded but I knew she didn't understand what I was saying. I am back and I want Leslie and I want my money. That 300 thou belongs to me and I'll murk anybody that get in my way.

I came to therapy looking for answers and I found them. I needed time to vent and get a second opinion and she woke me up in more ways than one.

"You are making progress and I see the difference in you already. I want you to check in with me via email or telephone before and after your surgery. Other than that, I think we can cut back to once a month, how does that sound?"

"Sounds good to me." I nodded.

"Well I'll see you at the same time, one month from today. If you need something sooner call me."

"Thanks." I grabbed my purse and left out quickly. I don't plan on ever stepping foot In that office again.

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2 hours later

"Hi Natasha, I'm Dr.Evans." he extended his hand.