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August POV
"Natasha?! Hol'up!" I ran after ha'.
I had finally caught up to ha' and I grabbed ha' waist, pulling ha' onto me. I heard her light sniffles and that made me grip ha' a little tighter, wrapping my arms around her as I rested my head on her shoulder.
"I'm sorry ma'. I'an mean ta' get you upset." I whispered in ha' ear.
She was silent as I stood there wid' my arms still wrapped around ha'. I rocked ha' back and forth and eventually ha' sniffles stopped.
"I-im sorry."
"You good. I know how you feel. I been through it." I admitted.
There was a awkward silence and I knew it was because we were both lost in our thoughts.
"You hungry?" I asked, turning ha' around ta' face me; trying ta' make light of the situation.
She gave me a weak smile and nodded then we slowly walked back to my car.
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Natasha's POV
The car ride was silent and awkward for me. I can't believe I broke down like that in front of him. I'm embarrassed and I feel weak but what I don't want is for him to feel sorry for me.
I don't need nobody's sympathy. Nobody can heal me and turn me normal, it will NEVER happen. I feel like that, but at the same time it felt good to have August run after me and grab me like that. He's a thug with gentleman tendencies and that's what I like about him.
I have a soft spot for him and I don't know why. I'm allowing him to see me at my weakest and allowing him to have a piece of me. My story. I'm scared. I'm scared of becoming vulnerable. I'm scared to open up and let him in.
Who wants a bitch with over fifty bodies on her hands? Who wants a bitch that's been raped? Who wants a bitch that killed her baby? A motherless bitch with daddy issues? Nobody!
I'm not gonna waste his time. After we eat and he take me home he won't hear from me again.
We pulled up to a driveway that traveled a little ways before we reached a house. I looked around confusingly but I didn't ask questions about why we were out here. I just went with the flow as I always do.
"This your house?" I looked at him as he parked beside two already parked cars.
"Yeh. I figured you wanted some real food. So I brought chu' hea' so I'ca whip something up fa' you."
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KARMA (August Alsina)
FanfictionNatasha is a woman of many secrets and she is dead set in her ways. She has a job that forces her to live her life very cautiously and calculated. Being at the wrong place at the wrong time, she is forced to make a life changing decision. She killed...
