The cut that always bleeds //Heesun//

6: Friends?

Sunoo Pov

I wake up from Jay patting my butt. I open one eye and close it again right away, the light is way too bright.
I groan tired and nod to show that I'm awake.
"Good morning hyung. Thanks for waking me up"
I roll over and get up, terribly tired. I remember what happened yesterday and I feel my cheeks turning red again.
"What?! Sunoo no! Concentrate on the training!"
I take some clothes and hurry to the bathroom to get changed. I put on some make up and go to the kitchen where the other trainees have breakfast already. I take a seat next to jungwon and take some of his cereal. Suddenly Heeseung gets up and sits next to me, giving me my own bowl with cereal. I smile at him, but I kinda wonder what he's up to .
"Thanks Hyung!"
I start eating and I feel that he's looking at me the whole time. I meet his eyes and look at him questioning. He just turns away to talk with Geonu, leaving me wondering.
"What? What was that? Did I do something? Did I do something wrong? What was the mistake?? Come back!"
I am always so scared to do something wrong when it comes to Heeseung. I continue eating, when suddenly a big hand covers my shoulder. I turn around, but even before I can see his face, I recognize his voice.
"Hi fagot."
K Hyung takes my cereal and eats it as if he said nothing.
Jake turns to him immediately with a grin on his voice.
"Hyung! Even as a joke, don't say that! He just likes to be bubbly, leave him alone."
I smile at him, thankful for his true words.
K pats my head, slightly pulling my hair.
"Even if he's bubbly, that doesn't change the fact that he's sucking dick! I don't make the rules. Sucking dick = gay = fagot."
He smiles at me and takes a seat next to Taki.

3rd Person Pov

Heeseung stares at Sunoo, waiting for a reaction to K's words. But he just continues stealing food from the others, it doesn't seem like he really cares. Heeseung gets up and touches Sunoo shoulder even though it was really unnecessary.
"Did he really give someone a blowjob? Here? Or is it just teasing? I mean it's kinda obvious he's not the most manly person here but that doesn't mean he's doing such things right?"
Heeseung leaves with his thoughts, going to practice already.

Sunoo and Jungwon talk about the others.
Jungwon and Jake are still sure that Sunoo has a crush on Sunghoon. At first it was a joke, but when Sunoo started blushing and avoiding the company of Sunghoon the last weeks, they started thinking he's acting suspicious. When Sunoo stands up, Jake pushes Sunoo so that he lands on Sunghoon's lap. Jungwon giggles and really enjoys what he sees.
Sunoo gasps, he's really shocked.

Sunghoon Pov

I was just eating my sandwich and two seconds later this annoying sun is sitting on my lap! I push him down, with a disgusted face.
"Oh oh.."
I can see on his face that he's hurt, he suddenly leaves. I look at Jungwon and Jake who are just laughing, watching him leave. I sigh annoyed and just continue eating.
"They've been doing that for WEEKS! I don't care if Sunoo likes me, I'm straight and it's annoying. If they don't stop I'll have to tell Sunoo face to face that I really don't want his cute ass."

I also get up and follow him. I take Taki with me so we can start practicing. As we do so, everything is going just fine.
But suddenly Taki starts talking during our break.
"By the way, can someone tell me what's going on? Between Sunghoon Hyung and Sunoo Hyung? Everyone is talking about you two. I mean it's non of my business but I'm curious so.."

I stare at Sunoo, waiting for a reaction.
As I open my mouth to say something, Heeseung already started talking.
"What do you mean? These two?? Tsk. I don't think there would be anything going on right? They wouldn't fit together, even IF they were gay."
I nod in agreement. I take my bottle to drink something, the topic most be over.
"Why.. Why wouldn't we fit? I mean it's not like I want anything from him I just.. I wanna know what do you mean by that Heeseung.."
Sunoo says looking from Heeseung Hyung to me and back.
Heeseung starts coughing. That question came out of the blue.

3rd Person Pov

When Heeseung was able to breathe again, he started talking.
"Well uhm..I mean Your personalities don't really match I guess. You're tiny and annoying and Sunghoon is nobel and hot. Besides he's very confusing when it comes to feelings and you're pretty emotional, you would always get into flights. But anyway let's continue pract-"
Taki cuts Heeseungs words off.
"But don't fights and arguments also add to a relationship? Both can grow and learn with each other. Also it's nice to have someone to lean on and their lips would fit good to the others'.
But I'm just saying, I was never in love."

Heeseung bites his lip, getting kinda protective.
He just walks up to the mirror and starts dancing.

The others look at each other, all thinking the same thing.
"What was that?"

Sunoo Pov

We practice til it's lunchtime. My stomach growls and I change my shoes to my wonderful slippers and leave the practice room next to Taki. We talk about what we will eat and swarm about the best food. The moment I want to make us ramen, K Hyung appears and takes him with him.
I pout but won't complain, I just make my ramen in peace.
Suddenly I feel a hand on my waist and I look up to see Heeseung. He's making the ramen for me.
"So.. Sunghoon hyung and I don't fit, huh?"
I giggle, waiting for his reaction.
He suddenly seems tensed and then he starts talking.
"Sorry. I shouldn't have said something like that. It's just what I thought..."
I can feel his hand slowly moving to my butt.
"I don't like the thought of you two together..."
He squeezes a bit,
"You don't like him, do you?"

I whimper because of his hand movement, then I lower my head.
"I.. It's a bit complicated.."

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Hello to whoever reads this!<3

I know not many people are reading this FF but I just wanted to ask if you prefer longer chapters or shorter chapters that I can upload in shorter time periods?

I really enjoy writing this and I want to improve my updates. :D