The cut that always bleeds //Heesun//

9: The sun always shines

3rd Person Pov

The I-Landers decide to go to sleep and Sunoo catches himself wishing Heeseung a good night separately. He even hugs him and then he cuddles himself into his own bed. Heeseung is kinda shocked but just decides to act like that's completely normal.

It takes forever for him to fall asleep and he feels guilty because of the jokes all of them made before.
He gets up, walks up to Sunoos bed and watches him sleep. He runs his hand through his hair and brushes a strand behind his ear.
Sunoo looks so comfortable with a soft smile on his face while he is sleeping. Heeseung looks at him for a while and pulls Sunoos blanket up so the smaller boy won't feel cold.
He returns to his bed and tries to sleep again, this time it only takes him a few minutes.

The next morning Sunoo wakes up from someone cuddling onto him, not the usually spank Jay gives him. He smiles as two long arms hold him, how long has it been that someone held him like that? He can feel a tall person pressing his body against his back. Half asleep Sunoo smacks his lips and mumbles.
"Heeseung Oppa~"
Soon he realises that the person doesn't seem to react to that name and... Since Sunoo has a sensitive smell, he can also tell it doesn't smell like Heeseung.
He turns around and sees Daniels face, laughing at him in disbelief.
Sunoo kind of panicks, even though there's nothing to hide. Right?
Luckily Daniel just thinks it's funny and would never get the idea that something deep is hidden in those words.
Sunoo whines as Daniel gets up to leave.
"It's been so long since someone held my like that! I really love to cuddle with tall people.
Wait... He's not going to tell the others, right?
I'm screwed if he does! The others already make fun of me enough.."

He gets up, changes clothes quickly and hurrys to the kitchen.
As soon as he arrives, the others start laughing.
He sighs and sits down, trying to ignore.

Sunoo Pov

I look around and even see Heeseung just laughing with them. The Oppa was his idea! Now everyone thinks I'm the ultimate level of gay or something... I don't know what to do .
"I just thought someone would finally cuddle me again. I miss that TT."
K walks up to me and puts his hand on my shoulder, pulling me back a little bit.
"No one of us would do that. You know we're not interested that someone like you catches feelings and then follows us around, being more annoying than you already are. Even your cute smile won't change us into fagots too."
I feel so hurt by these words, but I just laugh it off.
"Hyung, I'm not gay! Besides, you'd be the last person I fall for. I'm not that much into homophobics you know..
The funny thing is, I know damn well that you made some of us give you a.... In the shower. You're so straight that you just use them for your pleasure. I don't know why it would be wrong for me to just catch feelings for a boy but you make them pleasure you just because they think you can help them debut.. I really like you Hyung, but that's a little bit weird, isn't it?"
Everyone goes silent. They stare at me and K Hyung, some of them look at the ground.
Geonu slowly stands up and looks at K.
"Is.. Is that true?"
We got no response until we hear a silent voice
"It is.."
Everyone gasps, realising Ni-ki is the one who said that. A 15 year old boy? That's K's niveau?
K gets offended, looking right at Ni-ki.
"He owned me something. And it's not like I abused him, he just listened and gave me a blowjob."
The others are so shocked that no one says anything. I do a hairflip and get up.
"At least I'm loyal to my friends."
I leave to practice alone with a bad feeling...

3rd person Pov

The units slowly decide to start training after the mood got heavy.
Heeseung's eyes meet Sunoo's and something inside of the normally cool guys heart warms up.
Maybe it's the soft feeling Sunoo gives off, maybe the the breathtaking look. After staring for a few seconds Sunoo gets shy and looks away...
the confused boy thinks to himself:
"It feels like there's something going on.. I hope the others don't hate me for exposing everyone's favorite hyung. I just wanted to make things clear.. I feel so bad. But as long as HE doesn't think I'm a bad person it's okay... As long as HE still spends time with me. He really became like a big brother I can rely on. He even knew how to help me with my breathing problems. I got so calm because of him.. it's weird"

Heeseung doesn't understand why he gets the urge to comfort Sunoo, but that's the first thing he does after putting on his training shoes.
He slowly walks up to Sunoo and wraps his arm around his wrist. He stares at the mirror, acting like he did nothing.
But, did he do anything? He just came to comfort a friend, it's not like he pushed him against a wall or something.
But Heeseung's heart doesn't think the same thing as his head does.
It feels like he made a move, even though it's just small thing.
Their eyes meet in the mirror and Heeseung gets that weird feeling again. He doesn't know how to help himself than letting go of Sunoo.
He tries to ignore the feeling in his heart and starts to blend out everything that has to do with Sunoo.
He just quickly warms up with the others and then leads the practice as always.

Sunoo doesn't realize something is wrong at first, but with time he feels stitches in his heart. It could be because Heeseung acts like he's not there, or maybe it's Ta-ki who got frustrated because his voice change is ruining the high notes he tries to reach.

Sunoo decides to be the sunshine he always is and helps Ta-ki out.
He talks to all of the unit members, even though Heeseung doesn't really respond.
He gets everyone something to drink and talks about their struggles with them.
He tries his best to improve so he won't be a burden to his team.

Sunghoon is in a good condition today and tries to cheer up.
"Guys, let's not get pulled down by those small mistakes. We are still the strongest team and we're going to beat the others. Heads up everyone!"
The training goes on for hours and hours.

Sunoo gets very exhausted and needs to catch some air. He leaves the practice room and goes out to the balcony.

He leans over the ceiling and looks up to the sky.
He closes his eyes, remembering the night with Heeseung here.
He thinks realistically and realises that there's no reason for Heeseung to be mad at him.
Right?
He sighs and takes a deep breath.
Looking around the balcony, he kinda wishes Heeseung would come out so he can lean on him again.
"It's not the fact that it's Heeseung. I just like to lean on tall people and Heeseung just fits."

After calming down for a while, he waits a few more minutes.
But there's no one.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hey Guys<3
I'm sorry for not posting in a while. ^^
I was on vacation and had no time to write something with heart. Sadly school starts soon and I'll have to get a lot of stuff done, I'll definitely try my best to be more active though!
Thanks to anyone who reads this :3
(Btw, if you take a look at the beginning of the balcony scene with Sunoo, every line starts with "He". It's basically HEHEHEHE)